So tired. Mentally drained. Lack of motivation. How come everything seem to be so screwed up for me?
Why is it there so many obstacle. That's life I guess. You can't just be happy and everything going smoothly. Something will just fucked you up. Unexpectedly. I want to keep moving ahead. I need to but its just getting harder. With every step forward, it feels like two steps backwards. Sometimes I feel lonely. She seems to always talk about other guys. Im too nice. I think Im too nice that people use me. I always lend my ears, listening to their problems. Im too busy involved in other people's life when my life is in a mess. It's really tiring. Really dead tiring. I need that spark to reignite my spirit, to motivate me once again. Where do I find it? Perhaps from you? What I need is a good sleep.