Life is empty
It's all just a dream
Open your eyes to find
Everything is not as it seems

Life is sweet
Life is sour
Look closer and see
A new beginning every hour

Life is a puzzle
The pieces confuse your mind
Search deep for the answers
They may be hard to find

Life is a play
We all have our parts
Hide behind a mask
And never find what's in your heart

So I watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button yesterday. There was a moment that kinda struck me. In a scene Benjamin said, "...in the end sometimes, you just have to let go." Somehow I felt that it's true. The truth is I fell for you. I think you're really really sweet, kind and beautiful. Your smile is just wonderful. You're pretty scary when you're mad though. You're simply unique. I could only admire you from a distance. I feel useless when you're feeling down and I couldn't do anything to cheer you up. I was denying the fact that I still feel the same way about you after all these while but nothing could ever happen.We're different in so many ways and I can't bring myself to tell you. You might know or might not. I hope you don't cause I want to forget you.

What Is Happening - Alphabeat

Oh, when I said I need you so much
I was dead,
I was alive when you were right here by my side,
We both could see
that I needed you, you needed me,
And now we both regret,
Regret what we said.

When we said,
Don’t you ever come back,
Don’t you ever come,
Don’t you ever come back,
Don’t you.

(chorus)
Don’t go out tonight,
Baby can’t you see,
What is happening to you,
What is happening?

Don’t go out tonight,
Baby can’t you see,
What is happening to you,
What is happening?

So whose fault is it anyway,
Don’t say,
We don’t know,
We both know that we made a mistake,
It’s hard to live together forever,
Well, that’s what they say,
We still regret what we said,
What we said.

When we said,
Don’t you ever come back,
Don’t you ever come,
Don’t you ever come back,
Don’t you.

(chorus again)

Oh, when I said I need you so much
I was scared,
I was alive when you were right here by my side,
We both could see
that I needed you, you needed me,
And now we both regret,
Regret what we said, yeah yeah yeah.

Don’t go out tonight,
Baby can’t you see,
What is happening to you,
What is happening? (hey!)

Don’t go out tonight,
Baby can’t you see,
What is happening to you,
What is happening? (what is happening?).

Don’t go out tonight, (no)
Baby can’t you see,
What is happening to you, (yea-yea-yea-yeah)
What is happening?

Don’t go out tonight, (no)
Baby can’t you see, (don’t go)
What is happening to you,
What is happening? (what is happening?)



This is a game of concentration, concentration, concentration...

This song appeared in my mind while I was lying down on my bed yesterday. Almost falling asleep and pop! It suddenly appeared. Old songs is the 'in thing' now I guess.

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Let me tell you all a ghost story.

I was at the Changi Hospital one day. Visiting a relative. It was already late at night and I was intending to catch the last bus home. When I was on my way out, I realised the place was pretty empty except for an old man. It was pretty creepy. When I was about to walk out the old man came up to me and told me not to take a bus back and asked me to take take a cab home instead. I believe he was trying to tell me something about some ghost or whatsoever. I don't believe in such things. So then I asked him why. He said if its a single deck bus then it's alright to take, but if it's a double decked bus, do not ever take it. Since he failed to answer my question, I asked why again, and this is what he said, "Because ah, when you take the single decker bus you can see the driver. But when you take the double decker bus ah, when you go upstairs, there's no driver!"






The story above was made up.
Go and study. Will be on a hiatus for awhile.


ps. I'm feeling nervous

Hey hey, it's been awhile since I post anything. Been really really really busy (lazy) to type anything here. I need inspiration. Nothing much happened though. Nothing to update about. I'm here just to say that I'm pretty happy at the moment. Not that I'm always sad by the way. Wonder why? Well I'm not telling you. Actually I'm not pretty sure myself. Haha. Been using Facebook alot. I signed up a long time ago, it's just that I didn't find anything interesting then. Life's still the same but it isn't getting easier. Wonder what's waiting for me in the future. Made a new year's resolution but I think I should just let it flow. Haha. Friends been wonderful. I'm just typing random stuff.

Yesterday I came across something funny. Seriously funny. I was at Outram station going from purple line to green line, It wasn't crowded and while I was walking I noticed this Indian guy in the middle about 10 steps away. He was facing my direction with one hand up like calling a friend whom he haven't met in donkey years. The thing is, he is standing there motionless in that manner as I was walking towards him and even after I pass him. You know like a statue or the buskers you see on Orchard road. Confirm a nut case. His face, I can still remember his face it's freaking hilarious. He looked overjoyed. I'm laughing thinking about it now. Then while I was waiting for the train, there he was walking pass me looking clueless as if nothing happened. Geez.



School is seriously draining me. Seriously tired. I'm easily distracted so I prefer studying alone, at home. I need a Kit Kat. Intercon's a bitch. Enough said. This year FOC committee kind of reminds me of the previous one. We were strangers at first and we became close friends. I hope, actually I know they'll make it a good camp.



you know you're stunning, you're absolutely stunning
but you're always runnin' but I'll catch up to you
the way you keep your distance
is keeping my interest so I'll keep it consistent
maybe someday, someway, somehow in some town
we'll get together...