bend & break

28 Nov 2007

dont take peole for granted

Chasing Cars lyrics

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
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So I didnt bloged for a few days cause I was away for camp and I had a great time. Shall elaborate on that on another day as I dont really have the mood. Haha. Deleted the last post as I didnt want to post anymore sad/emo stuff. Haha. Well recently addicted to this song.

something happened today that make me realise some people just take another person for granted.Oh humanity.

Saw this great movie trailer 'THE ORPHANAGE'
anyone wants to go with me?

19 Nov 2007

no more globotyzal disease!

So I've been up all night reading about the infamous

ZODIAC KILLER

I should be doing 'something else' instead of this but detectives, murders and an unsolved mystery is just so interesting and it got me hooked.

It all started a few days ago when I saw 30min of the movie The Zodiac. Its about this serial killer who goes on a killing spree in the 60's. Bare in mind that this is base on true events and all the name have been changed due to safety.
-suspense-
The killer even played games with the police and detectives. He killed people at random. The killer is a he caused apparently he called the police to actually claimed some of the murders. I guess he is one sick dude. Probably his mother drop him on his head while he was a baby. He send a letter to the press which contains 4 cryptograms which he forced the editors to publish or he will go on a killing spree again. One of the cryptograms was solved but the other 3 wasnt.

This was one of the cryptograms

This is the message in one of the cryptogram

How sick. Boo!

There were other letters send between the 60's and 70's
but most were believed and confirmed hoax. There were other murders that were link to him but there wasnt enough substantial evidence to link them (I sound cool huh).
The case was closed as there wasnt enough clues and suspects but it was later reopen with DNA testing still undergoing.

Here are some more pics

On the last letter he wrote
"me = 37, SFPD = 0"
he is playing a game and looks like he is leading

Oh ya and this is his signature on every letter

The Zodiac
#%@$^1@%!#
screw him!
and this is actually a true event. Gulps!
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So yea if you are smart, you probably would know that I love detective stories, movies or books. Movies like Mindhunters, Seven and of course Zodiac is a classic favourite. If you know of any nice detective story would you kindly share it with me. I'll treat you to dinner. Haha.

homicidal detectives, behavioural analysis unit or crime scene analysis sounds like a nice job
hmm

Anyway Im late! ARGH
adios amigo

18 Nov 2007

TEMPAREMENT
Flexible
Nothing seems to bother you - you sail through life crisis free. It's not that your life doesn't have its ups and downs, it's just that you handle everything without unnecessary drama and antics. You approach each day fresh, not worrying about yesterday or tomorrow. You are confident that you can handle anything that comes your way and experience has shown that you are absolutely right about this.

INTERESTS
Simple
You are continually pursuing a simpler and less complicated life - you don't allow yourself to fall victim to all of the "should do's" that society continually bombards you with. You are thoughtful about your life choices and think in terms of yourself, others and the world in which we live. You have a great sense that we are part of something much bigger and we must be good to others, if we want others and the world to be good to us.

AMUSEMENT
Thoughtful
You are easily stressed out and overwhelmed - you need to take care of yourself first and foremost. Because you tend to be self reflective, you know your limits quite well and must remember to not exceed those limits. When you overwhelm your life with obligations and responsibilities, you tend to shut down and go into yourself even further. Take some time to find your serenity and kick back your feet

PASSION
Physical
You are a cuddle bug - you demonstrate your love for others most fluidly through physical one-on-one contact and you feel the most loved when you are being touched. You feel disconnected when you are physically isolated from others. You're a people person and a lover of all things human.

15 Nov 2007

Yesterday was staff and student games and was suppose to be in club by 10.30 but I came at 10.40 but it wasnt my fault! MRT caught up in jam. Heh.
Anyway was carrying things to Vanda room. Sounds like panda room to me at first but the name Vanda room sounds stupid to begin with. The gift bag shows Lee Hwa Jewellery and Nike but the inside it contains something you would throw at the wall. Seriously.

Oh man the place is nice. Suitable to hold a wedding. When I went into the toilet I went 'ooh aah' cause its a 5 star toilet. I bet you wouldnt wanna pee in there either. Too grand to do anything there. Jane brief us again on what to do and I was the logistic ic which i thought was gonna be quite busy but...

I walk around aimlessly with the co-coordinater aka mr suai-ge haha. Helped Amin in netball at first but then become camera man with Leonard. We visit each station to take pictures and there was quite a few funny events.

eg.
At the soccer field, staff and student was having a match. One of the staff was a chicken rice seller. Then a student slide and fouled him and he was sub out. Haha and nicholas shout at the guy 'Oh no more chicken rice for you'
okay might not be funny now.

Anyway then proceed back to the Vanda Panda room for the prizes and presentation. The student won overall and the moment I've been waiting for is dinner. Damn starving.

Oh ya Gleen actually ask for a girl's no! and I thought he wasnt serious.
Then do abit of saikang, slack in club and went home. Crashed in bed till 1.
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Today was gonna buy paint but there wasnt any companion
-climb tree-
haha

what happened?

I miss the old times...

When I was primary 1 I remember mum always went to work at 6am and every morning I would creep up into dad's bed and sleep beside him. If I wasnt able to wake up, dad would carry me to sleep beside him. I like dad's bed cause its huge and comfortable. I would hold his arm when I sleep. I would grab his arm even if he was facing the other way haha. Then in the afternoon he would prepare me peanut butter jelly sandwich and send me right to the school gate before going off to work.

Then when I was in primary 3, slowly I refuse to sleep beside dad and I would be mad if he ever tried to carry me over. I ask him to only send me to the bridge which was quite a distance from school. Slowly Im pushing him away. Now me and dad isnt close and we hardly talk. He gets mad over trivial matters. The only time we sit together and talk is when we are watching soccer but the things we talk about is just purely soccer. Other than that, we are busy doing our own things

I miss the time when he still care and show his concern. Dad is so different now.
I just want dad to know how much
i love him...

14 Nov 2007

orson

12 Nov 2007

dandelion's promise

Enjoy
Three Cheers (:

8 Nov 2007

its just so random

take a minute to feel the aroma of a hot coffee

the touch that defy logic

something is missing but you just dont know what

which date are worth remembering for a special reason?

the paper plane love notes that goes unread

when I could only have your shadow

definition of love which doesnt really explain anything

anything is possible when we were a child

the friends that you never grew tired of

too busy in life to notice a rare occasion?

ever felt like jumping and punching the sky? why not?

there will always be a light shining be it bright or deem

something complicated is actually simple if you take the time to look

ever miss the kid you once were? let it come out once in awhile..

that special someone who never appear

the temptation to cross the limit even when there is a stop sign

ever cared for something so much your whole life?

smile once in a while...it doesnt hurt

(:

7 Nov 2007

Firstly im not dead!

It's just that i forgot my password (excuse)
:/

Anyway life isnt always pleasant and beautiful memories keeps fading away.

Anyway back two weeks ago i went for SMA night walk on Sunday. The preparation and everything before it was simply exciting. How disappointed i was. The staion where i was at wasnt even scary. So bright and the task that was suppose to be done is erm can i say LAME?

Wearing those black cloth and make up. Oh and my make up was a clown. Look funny lah not scary.

pikachu behind me

ah lian ghost at the front

boo!

Then after that everyone slept in the club which was kinda weird. I didnt really get to sleep. Then slack around and watched captains ball match. Then there was a match SPSU vs SMA i think. Oh man they werent playing but trying to get each other injured. Oh man SPSU played dirty. Anyway went home to sleep. woohoo

Then thought about the banner thing which was the next day. Troublesome lah should have just paint it. Haha next morning head down to town to buy paint. Abit senseless i know. Had big breakfast wohoo.

Played worms which i suck at. The banner was green. Haha chairman abit crazy. Thanks to rhian for the design and started our painting. Somehow i like our banner. woohoo. Then went into emo mode and went home.

Oh ya im addicted to jenny. Sorry to those ive tortured with my terrible singing. haha

Last saturday...

went to help in the 7-aside soccer event. It was so darn early and ended so late haha. I was the ball picker and now im sunburn. sheez

thanks alyssa for this song

ps. thanks lina for being a good listening ear (:

2 Nov 2007

emo isnt the word

when's the last time you had a real good laugh

when's the last time you looked into the sky and smiled...

when's the last time you looked at your mum and noticed the few more wrinkles she has..

when's the last time you gave someone a real warm hug...

when's the last time you cooked for someone you loved..

when's the last time you gave yourself a little pat on your back...

when's thee last time you looked into the mirror and liked what you see..

when's the last time you liked yourself for who you are..

I remember losing myself in the eyes of a child..

I wanna see what they see

feel what they feel..

the innocence we have lost...

the world we sometimes forgot..

love yourself for who you are and never forget the simple happiness we all have in us..

the first bite of ice cream..the burst of rainbow in the sky..

the first kiss we had...the one hug we miss...

we should be happy..

nothing is real until it is gone

uno

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