When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep

The truth is you're still in my mind however hard I tried to forget you. Well I'm not going to be sad or unhappy about it. Instead I'm going to be happy. It should be a wonderful thing. I'm going to enjoy my days whether I think about you or not. It's part and parcel of life I guess. Someday down the road, I'm going to look back and laugh about it.

Finally I got it all sort out, what an amazing feeling. Going to enjoy and have fun with my buddies next week. (:

Quiet Nights And Quiet Stars - Olivia



The perfect song for a headache. I find it tiresome to blog nowadays. Nothing much happened. Nothing exciting. Pathetic? Well I don't find it so right now. I feel like laying back and watching the time pass by. Well not all the time, just for now. Life is kind of going a bit too fast. I wanna soak in every moment. Not sure what that means. Taking a step back and observing your surrounding can be kind of fun. Ever tried smiling or even saying hello to a random stranger? Their reaction might surprise you.

Went to the IT fair the other day. The place was pack with people. Rude uncivilised people. Especially those old aunties. They keep on pushing even there isn't any space to move. OMFG feel like elbowing their face but it would be dangerous as their whole clan was around. Stuff wasn't cheap as I expected but my mum bought a TV anyway.

I realized there are places I haven't been to in Singapore. New shopping malls, attractions and I haven't really explore Geylang. Kidding. I'm worried about stuff that is happening. Does she know? Sigh, no.

Getting hitch is the 'in thing' nowadays. Haha. Shit I don't want to be the only one left. Any geeky girls out there??

To end off this nonsense, here is a pic of me and my new love

All In All - Lifehouse



You fall, you get up. It's just another day.


be right back...

Come on baby why the long face
You're messing up my head space

Now I can see you've had a long day
Let's talk about it anyway

Hey, there's a million ways to do the same thing
Don't you know that if you've got problems
That I'm here to help you solve them now

Look, I'm only trying to help
I'm only trying to help
I'm only trying to make it through another day
I'm only trying to make it through another day

Now I don't always say the right thing
So let me make it better
I try to write it down
But you go tearing up my letter

Hey, there's a million ways to do the same thing
I know I don't always get it
But you gotta give me credit now

Look, I'm only trying to help
I'm only trying to help
I'm on only trying to make it through another day
Look, I'm only trying to help
I'm only trying to help
I'm only trying to make it through another day
Look, I'm only trying to help
I'm only trying to help
I'm on only trying to make it through another day
Look, I'm only trying to make it through another day

Communication shakedown
It's always the same thing
You're still my favourite meltdown
I give you everything

I've seen this movie before

We give we take even more
You're still the team I am for

Look, I'm only trying to help
I'm only trying to help
I'm only trying to make it through another day
I'm only trying to make it through another day

Hello to whoever reads my blog. Got a little sidetrack, I'm still half way done with the post. In the mean time enjoy this video.




"Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as “oh, he’s too nice to date” or “he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me” or “he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!” or the most frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.” Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks.

Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can’t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn’t last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single."


Anyway I'm over it. Phew.