im getting really really tired of the things going on! Why cant some people wake up and see the difficult position they put other people in?


if only they were in my shoes





im sick and tired.

heyya

pardon the old song, its nice though isnt it

Okay im gonna blog about what Ive been doing this past week. On monday, well uhm i cant remember what i did. On Tuesday went to meet the guys at Clementi MRT at 12am. I was a a wee bit early i guess. Waited and waited for both of them. Saw this damn sad lady with a rose in her hand bag and she suddenly stop in the middle of the walkway for a mere 10 second before continue walking. I guess she got lots of thing in her mind. Alex came and we sat at Macdonald. A bunch of ah lians and bengs occupying the outside area. Got to admit one of the girl is hot. Anyway we then proceed to 7-11 to find some food. Leonard came and we sat at the bus stop eating cup noodle like a bunch of homeless kids. Haha. Okay i didnt explain why we were meeting at such time. Well its because we were going to Isaac house to watch soccer. As usual Leonard and Alex quarrel. Pretty funny to me.

Met Isaac and went to his house with one of his friend. Okay he has a dog (im not afraid just allergic to it :/ ) a tiny one so it should be alright. Played PS2 for awhile and then watch the champions league. DAMN BORING! before half time the rest was sleeping and i was wide awake due to the creepy sound. There is this sound that came from the dining table and was anything there. Pretty creepy. It happened like after every 15 mins. Then the sound move across to where Leonard and I was sitting. Haha. Alex said got 'Hantu Tetek'. Damn funny. For those who dont know 'hantu tetek' means the breast ghost. Yes you heard me. Its a method old malay people use to scare children so that they wont wonder around. For Alex, well i think he love hantu tetek. Haha.

Damn sleepy and plus later have GL bonding session. Ate breakfast and that stupid soya bean gave me a tummy ache. Went home to get the guitar which wasnt used at all and Leon damage it. It went pretty okay as its the first time. I was damn happy as quite a number of ppl came. Got a few bad review about me and yeah ill improve the next time. Meeting was draggy but i guess ppl need to sort hings out. FO camp so near people!
enough said

Went home, bathed, drink milo and fell asleep for 12 hours till 6am.

On Thursday went to Clementi dont know what place to do CIP. It was super duper damn boring. Joke about boss mole and think he got mad. Sorry boss.

cant recall anything else


So much thing to do and so little time.


and if I listen closely, i can hear echoes of your passing words on permanent replay;
how mesmerizing and dreadful it can be

just the way how i feel

i dont feel so good

People can be complicated and its so troublesome trying to understand them. Problems are starting to arise and its clearly making a mess for some people, some people just dont understand the position we're in and how we feel. Some just cant be bothered. It is also hard to explain things to them. I dont know. Been pondering on it for quite some time and im still clueless. Where is that sense of urgency and commitment?

Things arent going that well as i expected and im trying to help as much as possible. Im getting abit worried. Pressure is pilling up for chief and assistant i guess. Im hoping that people will do their part and i believe we can pull this off.

Valentine's day
What can i say? Slept through the day like a sack of potato. Sometimes it makes me feel weird inside seeing other people, together. You know that feeling. Its been like nine months? and im not saying that im not happy please i am, its just that it would be nice to have someone.

ah what am i yapping
bye!

Well another day another moment that ill probably remember or forget. Eventful? maybe not. Hectic? definitely a yes. Meeting those familiar faces day by day and im not sick of it for sure. Haha. Ive been sleeping rather early these few days and im not sure why. Why now when its during the holidays. GAH! I made my choice for OTC and...im not going. Oh please dont let the feeling of regret fills me. I'll jump down for sure. Maybe next year? :/ well all the best for the people who are going and may it be a pleasant memory for you guys! Today is CNY and honestly i dont feel the festive mood around even during hari raya or wateve celebration. I guess only kids enjoys these occasion.

Okay im going broke. Spending way too much on eating out and meaningless stuff. Gotta control. Lets talk about the song on my blog right now. He is one of the finalist for American Idols season 5? 6? 7? Im not sure. He is way better than the winner Taylor Hicks. Way to go american voters! And out of curiosity, why does some bald guys head shine so brightly? Do they wax it or something? No offense. They might damage someone eyes. Haha okok i wont talk about their forehead i mean fivehead. Haha! (if you dont get it: forehead sounds like a 4 head so fivehead...ya you know)

Anyway sneak into the theater to watch an M18 show (not legally 18 yet). The movie is titled SWEENEY TODD THE DEMON BARBER FROM FLEET STREET. Does that scare you? No? :/ Cause it sure made me yawn a couple of times.


He is just one sad guy who have lots of hatred in him due to the people who destroyed his beautiful life and revenge fills his heart which eventually makes him go 'oh my god! wtf have i done?!'-.- Its awesomely a yawn-ner for some people i say cause its like a musical you know like the old movies where people would start singing at anything and they go i feel pretty oh so pretty and start skipping around like a fairy (okay im exaggerating). The things that kept me awake was the actor and actress like for example Johnny Depp and others which i dont have a flying rat ass clue who they are and the part where he keep slitting the throat of people. Boy oh boy i wouldnt want that barber around here and did i mention the meat pies?? haha well i guess i shouldnt elaborate more on the movie. Moral of the story: do not provoke a barber. :/

Im dead bored. I just dont know what to do during the holiday. Anyone got a job to recommend me? Ive been sleeping early and waking up late. I dont want to be a potato! Recently im addicted to www.stomp.com.sg Its basically a website that Singapore post their complains, news and other exciting stuff. Alot of complains, not so surprising. The comments is what kept me reading. Damn funny. Like for example a person who wrote in to Stomp when she found a lizard in her drink at a Long John Silver outlet and here is what the manger of the outlet did:

She picked up the object with a straw and rubbed it between her fingers. Then she informed me and my friend not to worry, as she is sure that it is not lizard due to the texture.

and then another Stomper (someone who registered with the website) said:

Next time, ask her to swallow it, since it is not lizard... wad the hell..

hahaha! i was laughing my ass off when i first read it. Its true though. From the picture that was posted as evidence, i say its 99% a lizard. Haha. I strongly recommend this website. Okay lots of meeting coming up for camps. At least ill be occupied with doing something and meeting peeps. So till the next time! Stay happy people!
Cheers!
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