So it was my imagination. Funny how I get myself disappointed and all. Well this isnt the first time. Getting numb about it. Infatuation kills. Yesterday was the big day, Poly 50! I was damn nervous and scared that I would collapse. Making a fool of myself. Haha. We didnt warm up and the first few rounds my legs felt like jelly. Almost gave up but didnt thanks to Chris even though he admitted he himself felt like giving up (give myself a pat at the back). We manage to finish it and got the 39th position. Not bad. Sorry to captain Chris cause he wanted to get top 20. Hahaha. What a tiring day.
Shit, I feel...
Oh well
what a day, what a day