So it was my imagination. Funny how I get myself disappointed and all. Well this isnt the first time. Getting numb about it. Infatuation kills. Yesterday was the big day, Poly 50! I was damn nervous and scared that I would collapse. Making a fool of myself. Haha. We didnt warm up and the first few rounds my legs felt like jelly. Almost gave up but didnt thanks to Chris even though he admitted he himself felt like giving up (give myself a pat at the back). We manage to finish it and got the 39th position. Not bad. Sorry to captain Chris cause he wanted to get top 20. Hahaha. What a tiring day.




Shit, I feel...
Oh well

Jet - Bring It On Back






Just because your eyes are open
Doesn't mean you can see
So where do we go?
Well, that's between you and me

was in the bus on the way back home just now happily listening to songs
then i notice this old man sitting infront of me picking his nose
that is already gross enough..
after some time he pulled out his finger
and there was this yellow booger clearly seen on the tip of his finger

he then proceed to flick it and it landed on a lady's shoulder infront of him..


seriously wtf!

I seriously dont know how to react when I see you
I dont even know what to say...
even though I want to badly


Pathetic?
Indeed



On a lighter note, training was perhaps better than the other days. I need to run run and run.

This song never fails to make me feel all weird and funny inside. Its really deep and amazing. Sad yet beautiful. What an awesome song and singer. Its also a soundtrack for a film titled Closer which I have never heard before. Going to watch it soon. Life now is neither fun nor boring, its right smack in the middle. Hmm not sure what to do to spice it up a little. Been running a lot lately due to the fact that Im running for Poly 50, for fun and its been awhile since I exercise. I think Im gonna drag the team down. Shit. Anyway living in Jurong still feels shitty.

Its damn early now and Im wide awake.





and there's something about the way you said hi.

Get up, get out, get away from these liars
'Cause they don't get your soul or your fire
Take my hand, knot your fingers through mine
And we'll walk from this dark room for the last time

Every minute from this minute now
We can do what we like anywhere
I want so much to open your eyes
'Cause I need you to look into mine

As I suffocate in this empty noise
Awaiting for words to follow your hesitation
I come to realise that for once,
Your silence has spoken louder than words.


Last Saturday went JB to eat with the usual gang. What jian said was kinda true. JB looks like Singapore 30 years back. They forced me to eat pork but no way man. Haha. I didnt take a cab in Malaysia before. The way they charge is superb. Just anyhow guess. I find that the shopping malls are really boring and the same. Doesnt seem to be cheaper. Wanted to watch a movie but oh man the queue was superb. Lack of movie theatres I guess. The arcade is just old school. The food was okay. Dinner is the best. I was damn full. The way back home is...hmm how should I put it, bad? Well it was still a fun day for me.

I gotta push myself. I have to.
Cheers






ps. i think you're really sweet

Sometimes we get along, sometimes we don't
but every moment of laughter was simple priceless.
So let's put aside hate and be happy.



Went to JB to makan. Will update shortly.
Cheers

I’m down to my last
stick of cigarette
I’m down to the last thought
in my head

You saw me
packing my bags
You asked me
if I was coming back
And I told you
that I wasn’t sure
and I’m
5 steps away from out the door

Darlin’ it ain’t easy
for me to say goodbye
but I have found myself another guy

You look confused
And I don't blame you
But you’re never around
enough for me to love you
me to love you

Darlin’ you don’t deserve me
you don’t deserve my love
I had plenty to give
but you shrugged it off

Don’t think I don't know
about the hair on the pillow
and it seems like what we had was just a show
was it all
just a show?

Darlin’ it ain't easy
for us to say goodbye
I just hope that we’ll have better lives

And if I need anything at all
I need a place that's hidden in the deep
Where lonely angels sing you to your sleep
Though all the world is broken
I need a place where I can make my bed
A lover's lap where I can lay my head
Cause now the room is spinning
The day's beginning