Love Is The End - Keane
Im really really really seriously tired. Tired of being responsible. Tired of getting blamed. I am doing my job but what I get is always negativity. I know it's not a job well done but Im doing my part. Why does it seems like it's totally my fault. I need a break. A break from being responsible. A break from all this. If you know me, I'll somehow volunteer to be responsible. I love helping people, a little bit too much. Doing all those shit. Sometimes I wonder if they even appreciate it. I would love to lie somewhere like on an open grass looking at the clear sky and not being worried about anything. Even the slightest tiny thing at the back of my head. Maybe with a special someone might be nice too. Right now its the complete opposite. I cant seem to sleep. Watching Scrubs with a bowl of cereal. Still tired
but I'll bounce back. I hope.
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