I cant sleep because something is bothering me. No, i dont mean ghost. I mean my thoughts. As much i dont want to think about it, i just think about it more. Like a irritating mosquito that never goes away. Somehow it affects me, im restless and tired. Never thought it would be so hard. Maybe i need some motivational speech shit or something. The other day i asked leon whether is he waiting or finding. Frankly i've been finding for some time and im getting tired. Found. Collide. Move on. So now im just playing the waiting game. Waiting for what you ask? I dont know actually. Personally i think im on the losing end of the game. How long im gonna wait? Hmm...till i found what i was looking for? What am i looking for? Im looking for her. Girls are troublesome but you cant live without them. I mean the thoughts of girls are troublesome. You get what i mean. I have a problem of confessing. Lack of confidence? Maybe. I once like this girl but she became different after she found out. Just thinking about these stuff kept me awake last night. Well i did slept for an hour or so. To those whoever that say being single is awesome! is a fucking liar. Sorry i think the lack of sleep is getting to me. Luckily i have such wonderful friends that can make me laugh. I love funny people. So next time when you see me, give me a hug and tell me life is still great! Haha got that from Scrubs. Guess my humour is still intact. Dont be fooled by a smile. Everyone does that. Im not happy but im not that unhappy about it(line from 2 post ago). Okay some happy stuff.



Please dont say im emo cause im not! Im just mentally unstable. Well time for some prata and thanks to those who read this post till the end (:
Bye!