Didnt blog for awhile cause i just couldnt find the right mood to do it. Nothing much happened during these period of time. I wasnt allowed to go Genting with SC peeps. Kinda sad cause im sure it was a blast spending time with friends. Most of the days i rot at home. Spending time with my books and laptop. Watching euro matches most of the time too but damn Poland is out. Haha. I want to read a book but dont know what book. Could someone please recommend me one? Ill be your best friend for a day! Haha. Im gonna rant abit from here.

Been reflecting alot lately (due to the free time). I guess i have a fear of losing friends. I had a best friend i've known for nearly ten years. Spending time after school playing soccer and stealing popsicle at a near-by shop. We would laugh till we cry even knowing what we did was wrong. We were the two 'ponteng kings' in class and copied homeworks which we always get caught. Standing up for each other when the prefects try to confiscate our tidbits. When we went to watch a movie i would usually pay for him as i know he have financial problems. There is this mystery where we would know if either one of us is troubled without asking.

We went to the same secondary and that is where things changed. We went from good buddies to pure strangers. He got himself into bad company and i havent seen him since then. As a human im not perfect and i can only try. Since then i tried to hold on to friends and treasure the time spent although its unsuccessful sometimes.

Here i am being sentimental again. Haha. Been looking around for a job. Its so nice of Prada to help me to ask around. In return i will *ahem* him. Haha.

adios earthlings