i dont know exactly how to put it to words
maybe
im just caught up,
caught up in between reality
and my wishful thinking


at least thinking about it
made me smile


[edit]


Well its been a week and being with them really feel good but i cant help it to feel abit disconnected. That weird feeling just wont go away and im not sure why. Im also feel disappointed not able to get what i want. I know im to blame for putting myself in such situation. Well who says life is fair? It wasnt meant to be mine i guess. On the brighter side, no hard times for me. Heh.

The other day amin asked me a question which kinda caught me by surprise. He asked what do i want to achieve or do in my sp days before graduating. It took me awhile to answer. I said i wanna pull the biggest prank in sp and he wants to be well known in sp. After thinking bout it i think, that isnt what i want i guess. Still thinking about it though.

Went to expo last friday as the guys wanna go shopping. Damn it there is alot of stuff i wanna get but i didnt bring cash as i thought im not gonna spend. If i go another day, i bet it'll be gone. What a nincompoop. Went with leon for a job interview. Please let me have that job, i need more cash.
I cant believe leon also use me to get what he wants. You owe me one dude. Haha. Seriously.


and that sentence got me laughing all the time

"...we'll return to fox presenting E.T. the extra testicle in just a moment."

hahaha!
whose line is it anyway never fails to make me happy (:


cao!