Its raining in the middle of the night now. Cant sleep as always. Been thinking about lots of stuff.
Is it really okay to be helpful? hey im doing a good deed right? then why do i feel so fucked up. Screw you people who thinks its my weakness. Anyway realise i havent been chatting with people who i used to have a long conversation with. It feels different i guess (or its because they changed?). Youtube-ing alot lately. Now i understand why some of my friends are addicted to it. Seriously alot of funny shit there.
Now im stuck with a decision to make. To OTC or not to OTC. It will take lots of my time but i really want to earn something. Plus im sure SC FOC stuff will also take most of my time after exam. ALOT of it. I cant commit to 2 things! Its like having 2 wife! you know...cant make it much clearer than that. Someone make a decision for me. heh
The sudden thought of donating my blood. Saw a sad advertisement and it really makes me feel like doing so but
I HAVE NEEDLE PHOBIA
Im afraid of the thin small ones and what make you think the big ones arent scary at all. Chatted with a friend just now and it involve girls. He said he lost his touch (of getting a girl) haha. Should you chase a girl? or wait for one to come to you?
I need a miracle for the second one. haha. Well shouldnt ponder much on that. Life is definitely more than that.
here is a lively song to put you in a good mood
craving for a peanut butter jelly sandwich!
adios
we all have had people in our lives
that we wish would remember us
the way that we are or the way
that we were...
that we wish would remember us
the way that we are or the way
that we were...