F reedom to me is something
E ternaly locked away.
E verlasting pain is the
L ast thing i feel before
M y mind shuts down for the night.
Y earning to be with her, the
W indow closes before
I can get through, and
N othing will change.
G iven this life full of
S hame and pain, all i can do is
S leep my days away.
L iving as if for nothing,
O verwhelming feelings
W ash over my mind, and I
L ose control of it all...
Y esterday seems so
F ar away, and tomorrow never comes,
A ll I can
D o is hope that
I dont end up
N ever waking from this
G rusome dream that is
F orever my reality.
O minous clouds
R ender the horizon invisable,
E ven as the sun sets behind me, the
V eil of my clouds never
E ven seem to give me some sort of
R est from this Hell I live in.
L osing it all, the feelings toward her
O verride the feeling to end my life.
S he is the only
T hing that keeps me here.
I n confusion I cant say her
N ame, but in my mind I scream it.
T omorrow does come,
I nside my mind, a lonely soul
M ourns for the angels
E ver falling from the sky...
I n my mind i love her
C easing all other feelings,
R ely on the force of love,
Y esterday seems so far away...
can you see it?
I've been drawn to poems lately. Weird but watever.
Haha. Okay I will blog as soon as Im done being lazy. I'll blog soon!
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