bend & break

30 Sept 2007

Im not dead and so is my blog. Been so lazy and couldnt find an inspiration again. I know the same old excuse but seriously I dont have the mood to blog already. Should I stop? I dont know. Well its been some time already so where should I start huh. Okay let me begin with ICE camp. It was from 19 to 21 September. I was convinced by people that it would be fun (smack forehead). Met them all at Dover around 10am which was the time we suppose to be there but we know they surely going to delay. Saw some people which I have seen before but didnt really talk to. By the way its fasting month like ahhhhh! Since I didnt blog for a long time, Im going to do a long one.

Lots of people were there already sitting in circles playing ice-breaker. It was pretty fun trying to 'sabo' people to do forfeit but I end up 'sabo-ing' myself. Damn. Then the grouping begins. One by one Sports Club people were separated. Maureen, which I have never talk to, was in the same group as me. There were other people like Alan, Pan Ying, Fang Qing, Christie, Kaili, Kieth, Yu Qin, Chen Ye. Plus our FL Nas aka King and Alicia aka Burger. Our group name was Sicyon (have fun finding what it means). Interaction time was kinda awkward as we didnt really speak up and I thought Christie was malay and I almost spoke to her in malay. Oopsy daisy. Okay thats gay. Then the station games started and we start running here and there. Thirsty! We got to get colours to paint our shields and our shield rock! It have an S symbol at the centre and it has that bloody effect. Pretty cool.

I cant remember what we did next. So that night have Night Walk. The stories are the same. The red bridge. the toilet and the staircase. I almost fall asleep at the back. Could see that some of them were really scared. Next walked to FC 2. Slowly pair by pair went. Keith and Kaili together so sweet! haha. I went with Pan Ying. At some point I was scared too especially the dark tunnel as I have phobia of the dark. The rest was so boring. Then came across another pair which was Fang Qing. The lift was stuck so we had to use the stairs. Made our way to FC6 met Yang Su and talked to her. Haha the stuff she told me was pretty funny.

Since last night dinner everyone woke up having diarrhoea. The chicken last night was bad. Everyone woke up with that i-wanna-go-shit-real-bad face. It was pretty funny but some was like dying. Clare it wasnt your fault so dont feel so guilty. I wasnt really affected. Chen Ye shared his sleeping bag with me (he laid it on the floor) but I was still freezing.

The next day was a trip to Sentosa. Okay I gotta say something about Maureen. I saw her during FOC camp but didnt talk to her even once. She is so sweet and damn nice. She was so helpful to me during the time at Sentosa. She kept counting down the time till I break fast which was pretty sweet of her I say and I chat alot with her during the camp. Thanks alot Maureen! Sentosa was a drag. Shouldnt have wore show and should have brought slippers. I ate sand and drink salt water which caused me to break fast early. Plus I was damn thirsty after playing some of the stations. I find some of the Wallots pretty lame and annoying. Showered and made our way back.

Then biding for food time was pretty interesting. We end up cooking food at 10.30pm. I was damn hungry lah. Cooked maggie which taste fabulous (very hungry). Saw Joan! She said her group buying Mac like wahh! Haha then She and Lina bully me. Shim night was a blast. I got kissed! Damn it. The best shim was Dean he liked a mayonnaise from a guy armpit! Like wth! Then it was Disco time. Boogie all the way! Then next went to sleep. This time shared with Leonard. Haha Leonard made an awkard sound when he sleeping. Ugh Ugh Ugh! was the sound, Wonder what he is dreaming.

Third day took some pics.

After the camp sat at FC 5 to chat. Lina suggest watching movie which was JOSHUA!
so we agreed to watch it on Monday. So about 20 people came to watch. Made our way PS to buy tickets. The show is at 6.40 and we bought tickets at 6.45 haha. 20 noisy people made our way into the cinema. One word to describe Joshua. SHIT! I was blamed for the movie and thus I was abused by posters. Damn. Lina fault! Went to Burger King to eat and had fun chatting. Took the same train with Alyssa. another person I never talk to. Haha got to know her well and she lived so damn near me.

Then on Wednesday we played captains ball. Haha I had fun as I get to paly soccer for a while. Damn I miss soccer. Though I was thirsty but I dont really care and HAPPY BIRTH DAY TO MAUREEN! haha.

Then on Friday we meet for lunch together at FC 6. The malay food look damn nice and so tempting. Stayed back to support Afiq. Melissa beat box and pearly shell was damn funny! Haha. Laugh my ass off man. Cant stop laughing when I think of it. Haha. Then had to go early as I had other plans also. Watched movie with Zuq, Fahm and Wandi. The movie damn confusing. Plus I havent eaten all day! Went home around 1am.

Oh ya thanks Lina for the mooncake.

ps. Glenn and Lina know something. Lina! Better dont radios speaker

14 Sept 2007

DOTS.
Firstly I dont have enough sleep. Slept at around 12am and woke up at 4am to eat. From then on I didnt manage to get back to sleep. So I slept for 4 hours. Conclusion, Im damn sleepy and grumpy. The kids are simply just wild and untamed. Unfortunately we arent allowed to use a whip ask them to jump through a hoop of fire. Im crapping, yes Im aware of that. They are so unbelievably terrible. Nvm shall not explain further. The more I say the more I feel like strangling somebody. I suddenly thought about the girl who sang during the BYD. So in love with her voice. Im her big fan. Okay Im being random as always.

To Jasper:
Eh you damn heartless leh. Reject people then even write her name and what she said.
Tsk tsk.

To someone who wont talk to me:
Talk to me! D:

Bye!

13 Sept 2007

I should seriously talk less next time or even better just keep quite. The more I say, the more problems I create. Im in a mess I should say. This is going to be a random post. Anyway today is the starting of the fasting month so Im going to avoid Jasper at all cost. Something about him irks me. Haha. This holiday is rather full of activities unlike my other holidays. Im going to buy a Creative mp3 player soon for only $99 for a 2G memory. A good deal I say. Here is some pictures of it but I need help choosing the colours.

[edited]
I bought this one.

11 Sept 2007

Okay
Im feeling a bit creepy right now. I found this video which really freaked me out and I want to share with you people I myself love scaring people. First of all you must be alone in a dark room cause that will be perfect and turn on the volume.
(I swear its not a video which suddenly someone shout loudly)

Look closely at the right mirror

A bad beginning with a great ending

Feeling a moment slip way and something I've been holding on to is perhaps, gone. Searching for it is merely impossible and the feeling of lost is simply too unbearable for me to take.

Gosh, I sound so emo.
Damn, I musnt!
:/

At least last night I end my day feeling a lot better after laughing my ass off.
Great peeps.

ps. sorry for showing my bad mood

10 Sept 2007

A LONG AND NAGGY POST!

Heyya!
So Im lazy to update, sue me. There's simply no inspiration (my excuse) to update these few days although a lot of things happened. So last Friday went to pass a disc to my friend at Bukit Merah Interchange. They owe me fries because they are late but they simply refuse to saying the weren't late. Chit chat a bit and I left to Tiong Bahru. Im not using short cut for names of places today and Im not sure why either so bare with me people! Took a quick stroll and went back home to get ready for tonight outing. Taunt whole night sounds interesting. Went to Harbourfront MRT station to wait for the guys. Again wait for them for a long time. Made my way to Seah Im bus stop as we will be taking bus there. We were going to Mustafa Centre to eat first and then late night shopping. First of all we got lost and didnt know where the hell is the place. Found a map and we still dont know as guys do not really have any sense of direction (sorry to all the guys out there). Asked a guy and we proceed to the direction he pointed. We walk around to find a place to eat as we were freaking hungry. I ordered 2 Egg Thosai. Is the spelling correct? Its finger licking good.

Then we went into Mustafa Centre to walk around and Im in Joan territory! Haha. The place is god damn huge! Like a never ending storey of stuffs but It wasnt to my liking as all the things was kinda messy. A good place to play hide and seek! Haha. Went to he shoe section, baby clothes section, jeans section, old-man clothes section, watches section and the food section. As we were going to camp somewhere to stay overnight we search for food but there wasnt any water. In the end we didnt bought anything :/ Went to 7-11 to buy food and drinks and a newspaper as a form of entertainment. Okay here is the creepy part I want to share. We kinda lost our way again and wanted to get out of the place and onto the main road. I saw the main road and its through this dark alley. So I told the guys to walk this way. Like wth its an alley full of BAPOK! They were hiding in the dark corners but they are still visible. They called us but we simply ignore. Cant imagine what they would do to us! Sorry guys my bad. Pass through Sungai Road and this place just gives me the creeps.

We were heading to Esplanade to overnight there. Then we saw this drunk guy lying on the floor full of his own vomits I suppose. We were reluctant to help as the vomit was simply gross but this angmoh was willing to help but the drunk ass guy said he is okay. TOILET! We need it urgently. We can simple pee in any bushes as it was 3am and there wasnt anyone around but we cant bring ourself to do it :/ Haha. Found a MacDonald and we slack there for awhile. By that time I was so darn sleepy. Sat there for about half an hour without ordering anything. Continued our walk to Esplanade by this time I was quite high. Keep annoying my friends with the word 'Epiphany'. A word I learn from Simpson The Movi. Haha. So I keep repeating the word over and over again.

Almost there and Im loosing my mind. Cant think straight. I just want to sleep! Pass by DXO which was full of people. Went to search for a cosy sport and lay down. Like a homeless person but I simply dont care. Later we took a cab back home as we simply cant wait for the first bus anymore and my friend said this, "Why didnt we just took a taxi back home earlier on?" :/
Online for awhile and then sleeeppppppppp.

Pictures.

Isnt being awake in the middle of the night fun?! :/

Hmm

Saturday

Was suppose to go to Mr Singh house but was cancelled. Sorry Hwee Ing.

Was woke up by a call from a certain someone (slept for only 4 hours). Ask me translate the movie and gave me a time limit. I dont fly you know. Some more ask me buy something to eat. Arent they the most shameless people. Tsk tsk. The movie was damn boring as I have predicted and somebody just wouldnt listen to me. Haha. Then crap around and had a huge fight. I want justice and fairness! But I lost :/ Got hurt in the midst of fighting a mad women. Hahaha. Then I forgot my watch. Now its an hostage. Haiz. Went home and sleep.

Sunday
Ugh is this is one long post I say. It was Walkathon at HQ. Wore jeans and Polo-T. Then off to the bus stop feeling sleepy. Gosh the HQ was full of pretty gals (evil grin). Haha. Lack of sleep can cause you to be weird. Say a couple of people I knew. Then start the event. Walk for quite a long time and wearing a jeans wasnt a good idea. It simply hurts :/
Went to eat at KFC and went home nothing much.

ps. my fingers hurt like crap!

6 Sept 2007

A MEMORABLE DAY I SAY

Headache due to sleeping for 12 hours straight. Yesterday was the Humanities UG amazing race. It was held at Labrador park which I didnt know exist. It was so damn near I should say. Woke up damn early to get ready. Im the kind of person who doesnt prepare everything for tomorrow. Im the kind who prepares the last minute before anything. Yeah a bad habit I should say but it works most of the time. HI msg me to ask if I was already awake. Being the ass I am, I trick her that I just woke up and asking her why need to go to school so early. Haha sorry I just cant help it. Went to school wearing 3/4 pants knowing that there will be mosquito wanting to suck my blood (as if Jasper sucking my blood wasnt enough). Meet the people outside staff room. I was in a high mood and I dont know why. Board on the bus and we got the back seat. Haha. Upon reaching there we got our stuffs and made our way to the check point. My station was at some deserted creepy place. First time being there the place wasnt that bad after all. Teams after teams came by my station. I admit the quiz were all kinda lame.

Trade places with Fahmy (he was the roaming FA). I just wanna explore the place. Went to the restaurant, the jetty, playground and the beacon. After Mr Cheng (crap buddy/teacher) we went to explore the place to find a good place to 'PA-TOH'. Haha. We did find one place that had the view and all. Then there was some teams that got stuck at the digging area and so I help but our efforts was futile. Took a ride in Mr Cheng car and we were racing with Mr Lee car. We won of course. Childish I know. Then we all decided to eat at KFC. At Kallang! Yeap the boys have to take the bus. Long boring ride I should say. Mr Lee blanja us makan. He keep telling us jokes and keep telling us to get married at a young age and I do agree. Haha. Then the rest want to go ECP. Took a ride in Mr Lee vehicle. He brought us to places where he always likes to go. Like the bridge example and the light house which I wanna go. Then off to Mt faber. Haha. He was like this tour guide and keep filling us with informations. The view was great and simply marvellous. Its been a long time since I went up there and it really have change a lot. We were drop off at school as requested and then went to watch movie. The Bourne Ultimatum. The starting was can make people doze off. There were a few interesting things in the cinema, like a guy having a good sleep and a couple who gets too romantic at the wrong time. Haha. Was bullied all the way I should say. Haha. Part ways and went home after that.

Went online and chat for a while but I doze off immediately. Woke up at 12am and notice a lot of people chatting to me and Im so sorry for not replying. Then I went back to sleep. Tired? I guess. Picture of the day.

ladyboy

My life has taken a drastic change for the worse and Im hating my life more than ever.

PLAYING IN MY HEAD

Bright Idea by Orson

Did somebody tell you what I couldn't tell you?
I hope they did, I hope they didn't
Will I learn to regret it, or should I forget it?
Whatever this is, it feels electric

You shot me a sweet look
Gave me your year book
Told me to sign
It was a signal

But I couldn't find the words
I just couldn't find the nerve
As usual

Here's my bright idea
I'll just disappear
I'll just fly away from here

Now you're in Hollywood, right in my neighbourhood
Things are really looking up for you
An army of managers and lots of pretty boys lining up
Just to meet with you

I could've sworn that it you that I bumped to just the other day
At the record store

But I still don't have a clue
I just couldn't talk to you
As usual

Here's my bright idea
I'll just disappear
I'll just fly away from here

So I come to your event
In my well-rehearsed mystique
I show up an hour late
But I've been ready for a week
Then you float into the hallway
Like some neon silhouette
I'm slowly losing oxygen
And my hands are soaking wet
All the cameras and reporters
Piling up on one another
Just to get a look at you
They all want an interview
Then I make my move
Push them out of my way
But I still just don't know what to say

Here's my bright idea
I'll just disappear
I'll just fly away from here

4 Sept 2007

I asked a poet,
I’d not learn in his pages hundreds long,
Or a singer of lovers and those who fret,
He’d sing me a beautiful, but empty sad song.

So Sunday was the AGI thing and it was another disappointing event and also a waste of time. I was told to wear formal for the event. So I dress up nicely and made my way to school around 2.30 and it started to rain. Damn it. Quickly I ran to the bus stop and as I was late, I cab-ed to school. Talk crap with uncle Kassim for awhile. Before seeing some of the people. Also I got a new hair cut. Funny? I dont know. So there I was at the foyer feeling sick waiting for the bus. Board the bus with a feeling of regret. Haha. The journey wasnt that long as I have thought. People from other schools were there too and was it messy or was it messy. But at least there was some pretty girls to make me feel better. Haha. Im just kidding. The place was cramped and it was disorganized I should say. Tsk Tsk. The pre-parade entertainment was a bore. Boo! (throw bottle). By the time the parade started it was okay I guess. The marching, need more rehearsal. The flag bearer like what only, each doing things with their own timing. During the speech I bet with how many casualty will there be. Slowly one by one drop and faint, it total up to almost 20! I lost the bet of course. As he bus was full so I, Willie and HI hitch-hike in MC car.

We got lost.

For 1 hour and 30 minutes. I was famish. Ate at KFC and there was some other things that happen. Im so lazy to elaborate. Went home and watch TV. Damn it Chelsea lost. Like wth.

On Monday, went back early to school to help out in the inter UG race (cant remember and cant be bothered). So much thing to do. I was helping out, doing tiny weeny things which was close to doing nth. Damn sleepy and I dont understand the envelope thing at all. Raining as usually and Its damn freaking cold. Head down to TB for breakfast & lunch. It was so kind of Ms Linda to treat us at Griller. The food was okay not bad. Plans all ruined so went home and sleep. Woke up online thats all. I want to thank Clare for sharing a piece of information that is so valuable that it made me fly. Haha.

isnt she gorgeous?

somehow I prefer this picture of hers...geeky girls!

Did I forget my best friend birthday? Gosh!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY and so sorry for forgetting.

uno

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