Ever felt that you would certainly like your life to move like a beautiful and warm music video with that wonderful music as the background. It would be picture perfect but life isn't all that great after all. With people hurting you and all. Emotions starts to jumble, making a mess of everything and suddenly you don't know what you're looking forward to in life. Unsure what to do each time when you wake up. That indescribable emptiness. Just for the record I'm going to rant for quite awhile, so if you have read until here and find this displeasing or boring please do leave immediately. WOOPEEDOO!
Not that I'm sad or anything but somehow I enjoy each passing moment being alone. Then somehow that moment of happiness turns sour. Being alone isn't that pleasuring as I have thought. Love passionately cause its the only way to live life completely?. I got burned instead. Others time people said open your eyes bigger and look around you cause there are other people who cared about you. My friends are the one who keep me going. Growing up in a troubled home and family isn't easy. I don't have that great childhood like some people does. In fact I'm trying to forget my past. Don't be mistaken, I'm not looking for sympathy cause I just feel like sharing my grandmother story.
BOOOO! to Harry Potter, the book is much more better than the movie seriously. I know some of the spiler for book 6 and 7!
I simply simply HATE when people lie but white lies are alright. I have this humongous secret for a couple of years now. Only one of you knows about it and that person wont care about it any more :/
After all this time I still have feelings for you and how I want to let you know that I still care a lot for you. I want to shout it out loud but even if I do nothing will make you feel the same. How I wish I could retrace every steps back and make you realize how much you meant to me. My wishful thinking. Time to move on!!!
I think I really do need a slap right now...kidding
I feel patriotic after listening to this HEH