I shall start off on last friday. Went back to school early morning with Willie to help out abit since seniors have been absense for a period of time. Alot of mumbo-jumbo happened. Morning was okay and i got the feeling some person dislikes me being there. Just have that feeling, maybe im wrong. Did abit of excercise and my back was killing me. Training as usual and got to see the standard of the donno-exco-or-soon-to-be-exco teaching the other cadets. Later help out MC to do the counting of money, if only i can run away with all that money!
Later crap aound in school and got to see BIYAN! Havent seen that nut for so long and she didnt appreciate my funny jokes, no one does i guess.
A few hours later some of them styed back to get extra lesson as what we have planed. Although i find it kina useless later. I guess i might made some enemies. They better buck up, learn and accept criticism. Then it was Fahmy time to give a speech. Some (alot) of the ideas was from me but who gives a rat-ass right?
Anyway i went to the foyuer to emo abit cause a random though pass by. Then had a little chat with 'someone'. Lets call that person A. It really makes me sad listening to A's troubles and all the worries. It kinda makes me feel guilty also. A is pushed to the edge and none of A's efforts are appreciated, well some of it anyway. A is even considering to leave! A told me the kids can survive even if the CCA is closed. Alot of people see A as a horrible monster all the time instead of the good side, im guilty too. People dont really care about the person around them until they are gone.
Then saw something that i totally against and dislike but i kept quiet. Made my mood worse. Why are we making a big fuss about a matter that i believe can be solve easily by talking nicely.
Went home feeling super down and terrible but no one was there...