I Eat Little Kids

Thought you saw me wink, no. I've been on the brink, so

2010-02-09T23:49:00.001+08:00

(:

2009-12-20T05:40:00.004+08:00

Tired, I lay on my heavy bag on an open area, taking a break from the long walk. As I look up upon the night sky, I smiled. As beautiful as words can describe, the sky was filled with little shining stars. And the next thing came to my mind was you. All my worries and pain just disappeared. Suddenly everything seem to slowed down. The sound from the crowd simply died down. Unconsciously I started singing Yellow, whispering to myself. For once I felt happy deep inside. A magical moment. At the end of the song that sinking feeling came back and everything went back to normal. Just thinking about that moment is wonderful. When will that magic happen again?

young and restless

2009-12-16T03:52:00.008+08:00

So tired. Mentally drained. Lack of motivation. How come everything seem to be so screwed up for me?
Why is it there so many obstacle. That's life I guess. You can't just be happy and everything going smoothly. Something will just fucked you up. Unexpectedly. I want to keep moving ahead. I need to but its just getting harder. With every step forward, it feels like two steps backwards. Sometimes I feel lonely. She seems to always talk about other guys. Im too nice. I think Im too nice that people use me. I always lend my ears, listening to their problems. Im too busy involved in other people's life when my life is in a mess. It's really tiring. Really dead tiring. I need that spark to reignite my spirit, to motivate me once again. Where do I find it? Perhaps from you? What I need is a good sleep.

turn the page

2009-11-13T02:24:00.001+08:00

So far from home the lights still shining from your soul
It's burning holes into my head
The flowers grow, the night is moving way too slow
But I don't wanna see her smiling fading

Sail your ship across my sea
And I'll see you in my sleep

pull yourself up and start moving again

2009-09-21T10:45:00.002+08:00

Life's like that.

2009-09-11T07:10:00.002+08:00

signs

2009-09-07T07:22:00.001+08:00

eh?

2009-09-04T06:42:00.005+08:00

Heard it on the radio in the car and I had to immediately search for the song. I prefer this kind of songs rather than those noise they call music these days. So it was a typical Thursday night, received a call asking me to go out to chillax. Random? Yes, definitely but I wasnt surprised since it was Lina and Alex. Random place we're going? Geylang. Very random. I dislike that place since young because of the crowd and...just dislike it. We walked pretty far searching for frog leg porridge(them only) which we didnt find at all.

Walked pass some pubs filled with I shall use the term SOCIAL ESCORTS. Some stand outside the pub while others walk around. Well they're human beings who's trying to earn a living too. We went into those 'lanes' to check out since we were there so why not. Creepy and shady place full of weird/funny people loitering around. I presume those are Ti Ko Peks. Social escorts galore, they were everywhere. Okay not E V E R Y W H E R E and Leonard was feeling nervous hahaha. Approached by some pimps saying "Hey looking for girl?" in chinese. Pretty funny how Leonard reacted. There's lots of Hotel with funny names.

Went Mustafa to look around and did stupid things. It was already 430am! So Alex drove us back home.

I hardly blog about what I do during the day and all cause I dont like to do that. Only once in a blue moon and posting just a song is not emo. Seriously wtheck.

new perspective

2009-09-01T02:01:00.004+08:00

Taking everything for granted but we still respect the time
We move along with some new passion knowing everything is fine
And I would wait and watch the hours fall in a hundred separate lines
But I regain repose and wonder how I ended up inside

I can really relate to this song right now. Its from Megan Fox new movie.
Did I mention Im a fan of Megan? No? Haha. Well not really
Well everyone around me seems to be in a good mood. That's good.

and I dont really know what is she trying to say
mixed signal? missed interpretation? my imagination?
I've come to really like her. Is this bad?
I need answers and not even Google can save me
and did I mention that I really like her?

senseless

2009-08-24T12:30:00.008+08:00

teehee

2009-08-21T13:19:00.003+08:00

Laughed my ass off just now after watching a movie trailer on Youtube.

First view this video

ooh creepy right?

View this pic and read the comment from this douche. Hilarious.

Okay maybe its not THAT funny. Stress luh.

fa la la

2009-08-21T01:13:00.009+08:00

be right back!

aaah

2009-08-20T13:40:00.009+08:00

Hmm did anyone watched the National Day Rally?
There was a segment where it shows the future view of some parts of Singapore, very astonishing I say.

Oh ya, if I ever want to get married to a girl (obviously), she should be like...

Yoon Eun Hye

To me she's perfect. My dream girl. The one and only. Hahaha. So you think that Im sucked into this Korean-girl-crazy-madness huh? Well you're wrong! I liked her since watching the drama Goong. Okay I admit I am.

Holy shit.

hi

2009-08-16T05:48:00.003+08:00

Tired. Went out with a bunch of peeps yesterday. Seriously next time Im not going to be early for an outing. Waited damn long. Marina Bay is infested with workers. Marina Barrage isnt really well lit, if it was I think it will be better. We ordered pizza to be delivered there which was kind of random. Hahah. Laughed alot today because of all the stupid jokes. What a long bus ride home. How I wished I still stayed at Tiong Bahru. Anyway all my pics are really damn unglam. Take a look at this jump shot...

epic fail
sheezzz

happy shit yo

2009-08-14T21:51:00.001+08:00

Oh man
I've been told that my blog is emo/sad/depressing
Wtheck

Okay happy happy happy stufffffffff

okay?

2009-08-12T22:01:00.004+08:00

Heal Over - KT Tunstall

It isn't very difficult to see why
You are the way you are
Doesn't take a genius to realise
That sometimes life is hard
It's gonna take time
But you'll just have to wait
You're gonna be fine
But in the meantime

Something I want to note down...

1) I believe life is unfair
2) I believe true love exist, just rare
3) I believe friends are
4) I believe in karma
5) I believe in being thankful for what we have
6) I believe love is not possession
7) I believe that little things matter
8) I believe how you feel is what you allow yourself to feel
9) I believe appearances are not everything, but it does matter
10) I believe we will somehow regret some of the things we did

why

2009-08-12T00:47:00.003+08:00

Sometimes life takes a drastic turn for the worse. All was fine and it changed. I feel so sick in the stomach. I just dont know what to do. My family is dysfunctional.

I love you mum.

live high

2009-08-08T02:22:00.002+08:00

I try to picture a girl through a looking glass
See her as a carbon atom
See her eyes and stare back at them
See that girl as her own new world
Though her home is on the surface
She is still a universe
Glory God or Goddess peeking through the blinds
Are we're all here standing naked
Taking guesses at the actual date and time?
Oh my, Justifying reasons why
Is an absolutely insane resolution to live by

is that dust?

2009-08-02T01:26:00.004+08:00

This blog is D E A D.

I dont even know why I bother updating it.
Absolutely no readers.
Are there any? Please raise your hand

or not

it doesnt make sense

2009-08-01T10:13:00.001+08:00

I've been roaming around always looking down at all I see.
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach.
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

And all you know and how you speak
Countless lovers undercover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

im all out of faith

2009-07-31T09:42:00.002+08:00

btw im not into guys. Really!

what a day, what a day

2009-07-30T08:15:00.004+08:00

So it was my imagination. Funny how I get myself disappointed and all. Well this isnt the first time. Getting numb about it. Infatuation kills. Yesterday was the big day, Poly 50! I was damn nervous and scared that I would collapse. Making a fool of myself. Haha. We didnt warm up and the first few rounds my legs felt like jelly. Almost gave up but didnt thanks to Chris even though he admitted he himself felt like giving up (give myself a pat at the back). We manage to finish it and got the 39th position. Not bad. Sorry to captain Chris cause he wanted to get top 20. Hahaha. What a tiring day.

Shit, I feel...
Oh well

shag

2009-07-28T08:22:00.002+08:00

Jet - Bring It On Back

Just because your eyes are open
Doesn't mean you can see
So where do we go?
Well, that's between you and me

gross

2009-07-25T23:09:00.003+08:00

was in the bus on the way back home just now happily listening to songs
then i notice this old man sitting infront of me picking his nose
that is already gross enough..
after some time he pulled out his finger
and there was this yellow booger clearly seen on the tip of his finger

he then proceed to flick it and it landed on a lady's shoulder infront of him..

seriously wtf!

tsk

2009-07-25T04:22:00.005+08:00

I seriously dont know how to react when I see you
I dont even know what to say...
even though I want to badly

Pathetic?
Indeed

On a lighter note, training was perhaps better than the other days. I need to run run and run.

closer

2009-07-24T07:06:00.006+08:00

Damien Rice - The Blower's Daughter

This song never fails to make me feel all weird and funny inside. Its really deep and amazing. Sad yet beautiful. What an awesome song and singer. Its also a soundtrack for a film titled Closer which I have never heard before. Going to watch it soon. Life now is neither fun nor boring, its right smack in the middle. Hmm not sure what to do to spice it up a little. Been running a lot lately due to the fact that Im running for Poly 50, for fun and its been awhile since I exercise. I think Im gonna drag the team down. Shit. Anyway living in Jurong still feels shitty.

Its damn early now and Im wide awake.

and there's something about the way you said hi.

like

2009-07-22T23:57:00.003+08:00

Get up, get out, get away from these liars
'Cause they don't get your soul or your fire
Take my hand, knot your fingers through mine
And we'll walk from this dark room for the last time

Every minute from this minute now
We can do what we like anywhere
I want so much to open your eyes
'Cause I need you to look into mine

do you?

2009-07-22T22:09:00.007+08:00

As I suffocate in this empty noise
Awaiting for words to follow your hesitation
I come to realise that for once,
Your silence has spoken louder than words.

Last Saturday went JB to eat with the usual gang. What jian said was kinda true. JB looks like Singapore 30 years back. They forced me to eat pork but no way man. Haha. I didnt take a cab in Malaysia before. The way they charge is superb. Just anyhow guess. I find that the shopping malls are really boring and the same. Doesnt seem to be cheaper. Wanted to watch a movie but oh man the queue was superb. Lack of movie theatres I guess. The arcade is just old school. The food was okay. Dinner is the best. I was damn full. The way back home is...hmm how should I put it, bad? Well it was still a fun day for me.

I gotta push myself. I have to.
Cheers

ps. i think you're really sweet

funny shit

2009-07-22T05:04:00.002+08:00

tired

2009-07-19T05:34:00.002+08:00

Sometimes we get along, sometimes we don't
but every moment of laughter was simple priceless.
So let's put aside hate and be happy.

Went to JB to makan. Will update shortly.
Cheers

superb

2009-07-15T04:20:00.002+08:00

I’m down to my last
stick of cigarette
I’m down to the last thought
in my head

You saw me
packing my bags
You asked me
if I was coming back
And I told you
that I wasn’t sure
and I’m
5 steps away from out the door

Darlin’ it ain’t easy
for me to say goodbye
but I have found myself another guy

You look confused
And I don't blame you
But you’re never around
enough for me to love you
me to love you

Darlin’ you don’t deserve me
you don’t deserve my love
I had plenty to give
but you shrugged it off

Don’t think I don't know
about the hair on the pillow
and it seems like what we had was just a show
was it all
just a show?

Darlin’ it ain't easy
for us to say goodbye
I just hope that we’ll have better lives

confuse

2009-07-13T03:12:00.007+08:00

It just doesn't feel right.
I don't know

romance/comedy

2009-07-12T01:43:00.005+08:00

Kinda sick of action movies. Can't take anymore of those Transformers kind of movies. How about a little comedy and romance for a change. Not turning gay.

The Time Traveller's Wife

500 Days of Summer

Post Grad

Adam

Love Happens

I dare say the new movie from Pixar, Up, is the best animation! Beats Finding Nemo hands down. From the start till the end it's filled with emotions and laughters. The montage at the beginning is simply heart warming and the soundtrack just adds a little kick in it. Two thumbs up from me and I'm definitely going to watch this again in the theatre. My fav character is Dug! Just watch...

hahaha!

morning janice

2009-07-09T01:02:00.007+08:00

Janice Videl

click here for info

Remember

It makes me happy. Voice of an angel. Aaah.
Don't you think so too?
Aaah~

atlantic

2009-07-09T00:33:00.002+08:00

And if I need anything at all
I need a place that's hidden in the deep
Where lonely angels sing you to your sleep
Though all the world is broken
I need a place where I can make my bed
A lover's lap where I can lay my head
Cause now the room is spinning
The day's beginning

2009-07-02T08:07:00.001+08:00

H1N1

2009-07-01T12:19:00.003+08:00

701 cases of H1N1

Holy crap! Singapore is now no. 1 in Asia and the government says most cases are mild. My guess is that it's only going to get worse. Are they going to wait for the first death to raise the alert level? Tsk. I've been reading the news about H1N1 all the time. Hahaha. I think I'm getting obsessed with it. It's kinda scary though. I mean there was a case where the flu shows resistant against the tamiflu in Denmark. Though I don't mind being quarantine at Aloha. Haha. Can go for a swim. Can right?

Okay back to reading news.
Seriously.

i've been too busy/lazy to blog!

2009-06-27T03:30:00.005+08:00

true

2009-06-01T02:32:00.002+08:00

“The world is a fine place and worth fighting for.” I agree with the second part.

Ernest Hemingway's For Whom the Bell Tolls

another day

2009-05-05T01:38:00.005+08:00

DAMN FUNNY! HAHAHA!

Life is kind of dull now. Seriously, not sure why. Maybe its because nothing much happened or worth mentioning. Went out for movies and birthday celebrations. In a blink of an eye and Im in my last teen years and I really do need some fun in my life. I dont want to lead a boring life. I just need some thrill I guess. Sky diving anyone? Maybe not. My new year's resolution isnt really working out for me. Haha. Shit I feel like Im going to be lonely till Im 40. I dont want to receive a letter from SDU (Social Development Unit) asking me to join their 'Aloha' themed party for singles. Seriously Singapore have this government funded thingy to help people age 30 and above who are still single to find their soul mate :/

Im moving to a new house by the end of the month. I really dont want to but I dont really have a choice. Changes and more changes. Changes are good right? Hmm. Been thinking a lot about my future lately. I guess everyone reach that point of time where you get worried about what is going to happen next even if you're the most happy-go-lucky person on Earth. Afraid of the future? Definitely.

true?

2009-04-29T02:34:00.004+08:00

"Sometimes, once we get to the bottom of things, the one that is most cruel to us is actually the most benevolent."

inspiring

2009-04-27T07:21:00.004+08:00

when you're feeling low...

friends

2009-04-25T03:05:00.005+08:00

I hate saying goodbyes. Not those normal goodbyes. The ones that you say goodbye knowing that you won't be saying hello to that person again or maybe it just won't ever be the same. I know things change just like the ever changing seasons. Wouldn't it be nice to stay the same all the time. Saying goodbye to a friend isn't a easy task for me. People come and go. It got me thinking, how did me and some friends became this 'hello and goodbye' friends? How did we go from good friends to total strangers? Strange. I'm really fortunate to have lots of wonderful friends. One thing for sure is that I will never forget all the fun and sad moments I shared with them. In the future I'll probably say to my son "Son, do you want to hear a story about wonderful people dad got to know?" Okay I'm getting a little carried away.

"Say goodnight, not goodbye,"
But sometimes, that's a lie;
Say goodbye, not goodnight,
'Cause sometimes it's not right.
Leave your heart, use your mind,
Move onward don't look behind,
Morning comes, morning goes,
Sun moves on the path it chose.
So get up, don't stay down,
Smile and don't you ever frown,
Say goodbye, not goodnight,
'Cause from now, you'll be alright.

epiphany

2009-04-22T03:03:00.004+08:00

Hello to whoever reads my blog. Got a little sidetrack, I'm still half way done with the post. Check out this video.

haha!

"Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as “oh, he’s too nice to date” or “he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me” or “he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!” or the most frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.” Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks.

Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can’t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn’t last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single."

Hmmm.
Sudden crave for cheeseburger.

youtube

2009-04-21T01:13:00.006+08:00

I'm kinda not in the mood to talk about my day to day life. Feels like shit. Hiding it all behind a smile. Can you see through it?

Anyway here are some youtube videos

nice

happy

funny

scary

okay not really...

lovely

Time to move onnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!

will be right back

2009-04-16T12:35:00.002+08:00

Once upon a time, a group of Ah Bengs stepped into a lounge and wanted
the DJ to play the song "Ah Cheng Buey Ro Ti"
(In Hokkien means Ah Cheng buys bread).

The DJ told them that they only have English songs and told them to
re-select another song.
The Ah Bengs were very angry and kicked up a big fuss claiming the DJ
was insulting them.
The manager had to intervene in order to calm them down.

Finally after a long talk with Ah Bengs, the manager found out that they
were actually asking for the song "Unchained Melody" by the Righteous
Brothers.

Hahaha!
Will be right back with a proper post, really!

fun

2009-03-24T17:13:00.001+08:00

away for a few days

bye!

finally

2009-03-22T16:49:00.005+08:00

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep

The truth is you're still in my mind however hard I tried to forget you. Well I'm not going to be sad or unhappy about it. Instead I'm going to be happy. It should be a wonderful thing. I'm going to enjoy my days whether I think about you or not. It's part and parcel of life I guess. Someday down the road, I'm going to look back and laugh about it.

Finally I got it all sort out, what an amazing feeling. Going to enjoy and have fun with my buddies next week. (:

really?

2009-03-17T13:08:00.004+08:00

Introspective, Deep Thinker

Your personality could be best described as deep. You enjoy classical music, although it may not be your only choice, but you can find yourself getting lost in it. You think about mortality often and the futility of many of the day-to-day things that you do. You have great advice that people normally will not take. You are also the person to which everyone runs to tell their problems to. You may not be well-liked, but you are respected and often misunderstood.

April

Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret.Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

You're practically a mythical figure

You know yourself intensely well. You have a grasp of your general being and can almost see into others souls. People should seek you out for insight though they probably feel intimidated by you and don't know why. Maybe you should take up sooth saying.

TO my motion fatique: farewell

2009-03-15T23:43:00.005+08:00

Quiet Nights And Quiet Stars - Olivia

The perfect song for a headache. I find it tiresome to blog nowadays. Nothing much happened. Nothing exciting. Pathetic? Well I don't find it so right now. I feel like laying back and watching the time pass by. Well not all the time, just for now. Life is kind of going a bit too fast. I wanna soak in every moment. Not sure what that means. Taking a step back and observing your surrounding can be kind of fun. Ever tried smiling or even saying hello to a random stranger? Their reaction might surprise you.

Went to the IT fair the other day. The place was pack with people. Rude uncivilised people. Especially those old aunties. They keep on pushing even there isn't any space to move. OMFG feel like elbowing their face but it would be dangerous as their whole clan was around. Stuff wasn't cheap as I expected but my mum bought a TV anyway.

I realized there are places I haven't been to in Singapore. New shopping malls, attractions and I haven't really explore Geylang. Kidding. I'm worried about stuff that is happening. Does she know? Sigh, no.

Getting hitch is the 'in thing' nowadays. Haha. Shit I don't want to be the only one left. Any geeky girls out there??

To end off this nonsense, here is a pic of me and my new love

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just another day

2009-03-14T21:06:00.001+08:00

All In All - Lifehouse

You fall, you get up. It's just another day.

be right back...

what is happening?

2009-03-14T00:43:00.007+08:00

" Orson - Trying To Help"

Come on baby why the long face
You're messing up my head space

Now I can see you've had a long day
Let's talk about it anyway

Hey, there's a million ways to do the same thing
Don't you know that if you've got problems
That I'm here to help you solve them now

Look, I'm only trying to help
I'm only trying to help
I'm only trying to make it through another day
I'm only trying to make it through another day

Now I don't always say the right thing
So let me make it better
I try to write it down
But you go tearing up my letter

Hey, there's a million ways to do the same thing
I know I don't always get it
But you gotta give me credit now

Look, I'm only trying to help
I'm only trying to help
I'm on only trying to make it through another day
Look, I'm only trying to help
I'm only trying to help
I'm only trying to make it through another day
Look, I'm only trying to help
I'm only trying to help
I'm on only trying to make it through another day
Look, I'm only trying to make it through another day

Communication shakedown
It's always the same thing
You're still my favourite meltdown
I give you everything

I've seen this movie before

We give we take even more
You're still the team I am for

Look, I'm only trying to help
I'm only trying to help
I'm only trying to make it through another day
I'm only trying to make it through another day

epiphany

2009-03-10T15:17:00.006+08:00

Hello to whoever reads my blog. Got a little sidetrack, I'm still half way done with the post. In the mean time enjoy this video.

haha!

2009-03-07T23:25:00.004+08:00

lazy

Runaway

2009-02-22T21:57:00.004+08:00

I find this song exceptionally nostalgic. Feels good.

Life is empty
It's all just a dream
Open your eyes to find
Everything is not as it seems

Life is sweet
Life is sour
Look closer and see
A new beginning every hour

Life is a puzzle
The pieces confuse your mind
Search deep for the answers
They may be hard to find

Life is a play
We all have our parts
Hide behind a mask
And never find what's in your heart

Button

2009-02-21T03:11:00.016+08:00

So I watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button yesterday. There was a moment that kinda struck me. In a scene Benjamin said, "...in the end sometimes, you just have to let go." Somehow I felt that it's true. The truth is I fell for you. I think you're really really sweet, kind and beautiful. Your smile is just wonderful. You're pretty scary when you're mad though. You're simply unique. I could only admire you from a distance. I feel useless when you're feeling down and I couldn't do anything to cheer you up. I was denying the fact that I still feel the same way about you after all these while but nothing could ever happen.We're different in so many ways and I can't bring myself to tell you. You might know or might not. I hope you don't cause I want to forget you.

Distraction

2009-02-19T17:08:00.007+08:00

What Is Happening - Alphabeat

Oh, when I said I need you so much
I was dead,
I was alive when you were right here by my side,
We both could see
that I needed you, you needed me,
And now we both regret,
Regret what we said.

When we said,
Don’t you ever come back,
Don’t you ever come,
Don’t you ever come back,
Don’t you.

(chorus)
Don’t go out tonight,
Baby can’t you see,
What is happening to you,
What is happening?

Don’t go out tonight,
Baby can’t you see,
What is happening to you,
What is happening?

So whose fault is it anyway,
Don’t say,
We don’t know,
We both know that we made a mistake,
It’s hard to live together forever,
Well, that’s what they say,
We still regret what we said,
What we said.

When we said,
Don’t you ever come back,
Don’t you ever come,
Don’t you ever come back,
Don’t you.

(chorus again)

Oh, when I said I need you so much
I was scared,
I was alive when you were right here by my side,
We both could see
that I needed you, you needed me,
And now we both regret,
Regret what we said, yeah yeah yeah.

Don’t go out tonight,
Baby can’t you see,
What is happening to you,
What is happening? (hey!)

Don’t go out tonight,
Baby can’t you see,
What is happening to you,
What is happening? (what is happening?).

Don’t go out tonight, (no)
Baby can’t you see,
What is happening to you, (yea-yea-yea-yeah)
What is happening?

Don’t go out tonight, (no)
Baby can’t you see, (don’t go)
What is happening to you,
What is happening? (what is happening?)

This is a game of concentration, concentration, concentration...

old song

2009-02-18T08:07:00.005+08:00

Drops of Jupiter (cover)- The Latency

This song appeared in my mind while I was lying down on my bed yesterday. Almost falling asleep and pop! It suddenly appeared. Old songs is the 'in thing' now I guess.

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

HIATUS

2009-02-09T06:17:00.003+08:00

Let me tell you all a ghost story.

I was at the Changi Hospital one day. Visiting a relative. It was already late at night and I was intending to catch the last bus home. When I was on my way out, I realised the place was pretty empty except for an old man. It was pretty creepy. When I was about to walk out the old man came up to me and told me not to take a bus back and asked me to take take a cab home instead. I believe he was trying to tell me something about some ghost or whatsoever. I don't believe in such things. So then I asked him why. He said if its a single deck bus then it's alright to take, but if it's a double decked bus, do not ever take it. Since he failed to answer my question, I asked why again, and this is what he said, "Because ah, when you take the single decker bus you can see the driver. But when you take the double decker bus ah, when you go upstairs, there's no driver!"

The story above was made up.
Go and study. Will be on a hiatus for awhile.

ps. I'm feeling nervous

hehe

2009-02-05T03:34:00.009+08:00

Shy That Way
by Tristan Prettyman & Jason Mraz

this song is stuck in my head (:

Hey hey, it's been awhile since I post anything. Been really really really busy (lazy) to type anything here. I need inspiration. Nothing much happened though. Nothing to update about. I'm here just to say that I'm pretty happy at the moment. Not that I'm always sad by the way. Wonder why? Well I'm not telling you. Actually I'm not pretty sure myself. Haha. Been using Facebook alot. I signed up a long time ago, it's just that I didn't find anything interesting then. Life's still the same but it isn't getting easier. Wonder what's waiting for me in the future. Made a new year's resolution but I think I should just let it flow. Haha. Friends been wonderful. I'm just typing random stuff.

Yesterday I came across something funny. Seriously funny. I was at Outram station going from purple line to green line, It wasn't crowded and while I was walking I noticed this Indian guy in the middle about 10 steps away. He was facing my direction with one hand up like calling a friend whom he haven't met in donkey years. The thing is, he is standing there motionless in that manner as I was walking towards him and even after I pass him. You know like a statue or the buskers you see on Orchard road. Confirm a nut case. His face, I can still remember his face it's freaking hilarious. He looked overjoyed. I'm laughing thinking about it now. Then while I was waiting for the train, there he was walking pass me looking clueless as if nothing happened. Geez.

she's cute

School is seriously draining me. Seriously tired. I'm easily distracted so I prefer studying alone, at home. I need a Kit Kat. Intercon's a bitch. Enough said. This year FOC committee kind of reminds me of the previous one. We were strangers at first and we became close friends. I hope, actually I know they'll make it a good camp.

you know you're stunning, you're absolutely stunning
but you're always runnin' but I'll catch up to you
the way you keep your distance
is keeping my interest so I'll keep it consistent
maybe someday, someway, somehow in some town
we'll get together...

2009-01-21T01:21:00.004+08:00

brain teaser

2009-01-18T09:03:00.000+08:00

During a visit to a mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criteria is that defines if a patient should be institutionalized.

"Well," said the Director, "We fill up a bathtub. Then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup, and a bucket to the patient and ask the patient to empty the bathtub."

Okay, here's your test:
1. Would you use the spoon?
2. Would you use the teacup?
3. Would you use the bucket?

"Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would choose the bucket, as it is larger than the spoon."
What was the director's response?

haha if you get the answer right ill treat you to a waffle!

bad

2009-01-17T02:33:00.002+08:00

Love Is The End - Keane

Im really really really seriously tired. Tired of being responsible. Tired of getting blamed. I am doing my job but what I get is always negativity. I know it's not a job well done but Im doing my part. Why does it seems like it's totally my fault. I need a break. A break from being responsible. A break from all this. If you know me, I'll somehow volunteer to be responsible. I love helping people, a little bit too much. Doing all those shit. Sometimes I wonder if they even appreciate it. I would love to lie somewhere like on an open grass looking at the clear sky and not being worried about anything. Even the slightest tiny thing at the back of my head. Maybe with a special someone might be nice too. Right now its the complete opposite. I cant seem to sleep. Watching Scrubs with a bowl of cereal. Still tired

but I'll bounce back. I hope.

2009-01-13T02:10:00.002+08:00

err
something is wrong with my connection

brb

i cant tell you

2009-01-05T22:44:00.002+08:00

Horoscope

Pioneering and courageous Aries is being called to times of incredible new growth and renewal. The considerable reflective time you have spent rehashing and deciding which avenue will best serve your highest purpose has shaken you to the very root of your personal belief systems. Through surrendering to your higher self, new realizations and golden opportunities you never thought possible are brilliantly opening up for you.

Your new commitment to self has given you a renewed appreciation of the your divine wisdom and accomplishments. The understanding you have radiates love and compassion, and is attracting your highest good. As your creative spirit soars, the excitement you feel helps you submit to the larger purpose and vision gained in your dreamtime. You are easily able to bring your work out into the world with clarity and purpose. Your heart's desires are quickly manifesting right before your eyes and you are able to reap long-standing benefits as you detach from the past and are catapulted forward.

Because of your humanitarian ideals and desire to be a helper in our emerging world, be careful not to fall into old patterns of helping others fulfill their needs rather than taking care of your own. As you grow, people are drawn to your altruistic ideas and your visionary and compassionate personality.

In spite of your good endurance and concentration, remember to take care of yourself on an everyday basis to maintain wholeness and integration. Finding a good physical outlet for your frustrations is important so that you don't deplete your energy and prevent yourself from getting what you really want. Enjoyment is the fundamental desire of your life, and you are able to create the life you enjoy.

hmm
I can hardly understand some of it. haha
.
.
.

Ever heard of steven lim? no? Then you're missing out on good stuff. There's only two ways to describe him. Either he is retarded or he is fucking retarded.

did he just say what devil??
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA!
epic win

a night out

2009-01-03T19:13:00.006+08:00

I just can't stand to see my close friends being sad. It makes me sad too. Me feeling pathetic at the same time find myself with tears . Very pathetic indeed.

I wish them happiness.

farewell 2008

2008-12-31T15:42:00.002+08:00

2008 is coming to an end. Looking back at it, I think I learn alot about myself and other peoples. Pleasant and unpleasant. Valuable lessons I'll remember. A bitter-sweet roller coaster ride I'd say. Im so looking forward to 2009 and my new year's resolution is to get a girlfriend. Okay kidding.

have a joyful and wonderful year ahead
Happy New Year folks!

naughty or nice

2008-12-25T07:08:00.001+08:00

ho ho ho
a joyful x'mas to all!
(:

sometimes

2008-12-23T12:02:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I wish I could lay down on the grass and watch the day goes by
Sometimes I wish I was occupied with something to do

Sometimes I think having just one best friend is enough
Sometimes a whole group of friends aint that bad

Sometimes its hard to tell what's real and what's pretend
Sometimes I used to think that none of this would matter in the end

Sometimes it hurts to open my eyes cause things seem too real
Sometimes I cover it up with lies so it seems perfect

Sometimes I could find the answer to almost anything
Sometimes I couldnt

Sometimes I just want to dance in the rain
Sometimes I wish it was a bright sunny day

Sometimes I hate every little thing
Sometimes I think life is wonderful

Sometimes I think the world turns too slowly
Sometimes I think its moving too fast and I couldnt catch up

Sometimes I think that you feel the same way as I do
Sometimes I think that you don't care and it was just my imagination

Sometimes in the end end, all that matters is that you are happy

a little something

2008-12-19T01:48:00.003+08:00

Pretend you could take everything you don’t like about yourself, every experience that pains you and peel it away like dried paint. Now place it in a box, an old shoe box or any box you can find. Seal the box, with duct tape, super glue anything to keep it shut, anything that will lock it away. Wander into the woods, a field, a place no one goes and dig; dig till you disturb the worms and the bugs, dig till you see the water break through the mud. Now throw the box in, cover it up and walk away. Don't look back.

A few years later you return, you’re older, wiser and yet you still have come back here. You promise yourself you wont come back here. Yet you dig, dig back into the earth you cast yourself away in so long ago. The box is there, it’s worn and wet, almost not a box but something living. Open it.

You find yourself back at the beginning with the things you hated most. Yet, now you wonder why you did such a thing. Inside that box are not traits and memories that disgust you, but things you realize meant the most. You scoop them up and hold them close, knowing that they are you as well, that you are what you are today because they existed. And deep inside yourself you feel thankful for all the pain and sadness because you know the smile on your face today is real. (:

love actually

2008-12-17T06:31:00.003+08:00

Did anyone watch this movie the other day?
I think its a nice movie even though it has some sex material. Haha. I also think this is the best scene in the movie. I promise a proper update soon(really!) with pics, tag to do and some hot juicy gossips. Okay there isnt any hot juicy gossips. Btw is my blog freaking plain? :/

reasons to smile

2008-12-13T01:21:00.000+08:00

Choose 2 statements that best summarize your attitude to life.

Live and let live.

If life gives you lemons, make lemonade.

Follow your instincts.

Take your time - enjoy life.

Don't worry, be happy.

Keep on smiling.

You have to try everything once.

Swim against the current.

Seize the day.

Life is short, live it to the fullest.

Whatever you do, do it with all your heart.

The more you know, the more you realize how little you know.

Tell me yours and I'll tell you mine
(:

my 200th post

2008-12-03T20:30:00.004+08:00

SPSSC X'MAS PARTY

all SPSSC members are invited

Date: 12th December
Venue: Sports Club
Time: 5pm**
Fee: $5 (logistics)

ACTIVITIES:

- potluck (bring food)
- gifts exchange
- FIRE EATING by STEVEN(SPSSC president)*
- STAND UP COMEDY by CHRIS*
and special performance by
- MICHELLE'S AND GANG ALL GIRLS CHOIR*

Register with:
Jian Wei - 90258304
Leonard - 98567077
Steven - 91590790
Ryan - 96226555

Please register and pay fee by 5th December

HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE!

* Performance are subject to last minute cancellation

**Do not be late

(:

2008-12-01T13:11:00.003+08:00

Wish me luck!

Proper update soon. Real soon. I guess.

im your long lost brother

2008-11-28T08:02:00.005+08:00

Finally no more spiralling downwards its going up now. It should be a wonderful and lovely thing. Dont know what im saying? Haha take your time. Finally im back. Anyone watched the movie Big Fish before? Freaking nice. Proper update soon (even though my last post stated ill be on a hiatus) and i think my background is funny. OH YA! The Ting Tings coming to Singapore! KATIE WHITE woohoo! Shall end now before more random stuffs appear. Adios

just for laugh

2008-11-26T00:36:00.004+08:00

OKAY ONE VERY LAST POST BEFORE I GO ON A HIATUS!

I swear

hahahaha!
the guy must be thinking oh shit im dead!

[/edit]
IM BACK! (:

anime

2008-11-25T23:51:00.020+08:00

oh crap!
been watching this when I should be doing my work
okay its kinda geeky

gotta concentrate

real hiatus

not right

2008-11-25T04:08:00.005+08:00

okay i just dont feel right
need to concentrate
on a hiatus
teehee

(: ?

2008-11-23T01:50:00.008+08:00

spssc

2008-11-20T00:42:00.006+08:00

So yesterday was Staff and Student Games 08. I came at 11+ which was intentionally haha. Got the helpers shirt which was red. Had lunch and played Uno till about 1 before we were assigned to stations. Me and Steven accompany the camera man around SP which was like...slack. Haha. First we went to stadium for tug-of-war. Then soccer and off to SPGG for bowling. After that was Sports Hall for badminton and table tennis. Followed by Squash. Me and Steven will be appearing in most of the pics. Haha. The cheerleaders was the main attraction of the day but it wasnt entertaining. Then off to food and I was first in line. Haha. Then me and Nic suggest that everyone takes a full plate of different kind of food so that we can share together and the plan worked! and it wouldnt be complete without a yamseng. Sports Club awesome family. Off to club for another round of Uno. There was like 16 people playing?? Haha.

The guy on the left won the Irritating Voice of The Year

PM Lee was starving

(:

hectic

2008-11-17T02:27:00.005+08:00

Hello to whoever is reading. Havent been updating lately because...okay there isnt any reason. The last thing I remember is Sports Day which was raining like shit. I was the starter and its pretty easy. My shoe was wet but nonetheless it was a pretty good day. Took a whole lot of stuff back.

fast-forward to last Saturday

Went down to school for some shooting. Steven didnt explain clearly what we suppose to do and...figure it you yourself

Mel, Jian and another guy
This part was kinda hilarious haha

at Red Bridge for Steven's scene

a loner boy from MM who went all the way to SB to play his PSP
haha!

Me

and I booked 2 tickets for the event at Zouk. Events coming up is Staff and Student Games, MMSP and Zouk.

Oh ya does anyone have this book? Angels & Demons by Dan Brown?
Its gonna be made into a movie.
COULD YOU PLEASE LEND ME??
you can have anything you ask for

im not gonna teach him how to dance with you

moodless

2008-11-10T21:46:00.005+08:00

Nothing In My Way - Keane

A turning tide
Lovers at a great divide
why d'you lie
When I know that you hurt inside?

And why'd you say
It's just another day, nothing in my way
I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay
So there's nothing left to say?
And why'd you lie
When you wanna die, when you hurt inside
Don't know what you lie for anyway
Now there's nothing left to say

A tell-tale sign
You don't know where to draw the line

And why'd you say
It's just another day, nothing in my way
I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay
So there's nothing left to say
And why'd you lie
When you wanna die, when you hurt inside
Don't know what you lie for anyway
Now there's nothing left to say

Well for a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time
For a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time
For a lonely soul, it seems to me that you're having such a nice time
You're having such a nice time

For a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time
For a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time
For a lonely soul, it seems to me that you're having such a nice time
You're having such a nice time

bored

2008-11-07T09:35:00.005+08:00

I know like err -.-
but its nice
haha

jokes

2008-11-03T00:58:00.002+08:00

Tickle Me Elmo

There is a factory in America which makes the Tickle Me Elmo toys. The toy laughs when you tickle it under the arm. A new employee is hired at the Tickle Me Elmo factory and she reports for her first day promptly at 8:00am.

The next day at 8:45am there is a knock at the Personnel Manager's door. The foreman from the assembly line throws open the door and begins to rant about the new employee. He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line is backing up, putting the entire production line behind schedule.

The personnel manager decides he should see this for himself so the 2 men march down to the factory floor. When they get there, the line is so backed up that there are Tickle Me Elmo's all over the factory floor and they're really beginning to pile up.

At the end of the line stands the new employee surrounded by mountains of Tickle Me Elmo's. She has a roll of plush red fabric and a huge bag of small marbles. The 2 men watch in amazement as she cuts a little piece of fabric, wraps it around two marbles and begins to carefully sew the little package between Elmo's legs.

The Personnel Manager bursts into laughter. After several minutes of hysterics he pulls himself together and approaches the woman. "I'm sorry," he says to her, barely able to keep a straight face, "but I think you misunderstood the instructions I gave you yesterday. Your job is to give Elmo two test TICKLES"

Hero

Jim and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled Jim out. When the hospital director became aware of Edna's heroic act she immediately ordered that Edna be discharged from the hospital because she now considered Edna to be mentally stable. The director went to Edna and said, "I have some good news and some bad news. The good news is that you're being discharged because you responded so rationally to a crisis by jumping in the pool to save the life of another patient. Your action displays sound mindedness. The bad news is that Jim, the patient you saved, hung himself in the bathroom with his bathrobe belt right after you saved him. I am so sorry, but he's dead." Edna replied, "He didn't hang himself. I put him there to dry. How soon can I go home?"

2008-10-30T01:49:00.003+08:00

I just dont want to miss you tonight

Bah

2008-10-29T23:15:00.007+08:00

We were bored. So we decided to sing a couple of songs. Okay Bah sang most of it.
Haha enjoy
(increase your volume! my hp sucks)

I wish you knew but

party camp!

2008-10-28T01:38:00.013+08:00

Hello firstly
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO PEGGIE

Lets start off with the day before the camp itself which was a Friday. Did alot of last minute stuff like booking of facilities and equipment. It was my fault. Then went to Commonwealth to buy stuff for camp with Jian. Placed the stuff in club and let the air-con run the whole night. I was damn nervous that night. I know the fact that there will be little people coming for the camp. My screw up. Reach school around 9+ to prepare. Start the day with some ice breaking games then lunch and continued with ice breaker. Then start of amazing race. It went pretty well. Station myself with Leon which was where the coke game was. Here are some pics from the biscuit game

Then after that was wash up and dinner time. Pizzas + beehoon + hotdogs + nuggets + pepsi for dinner. Later on was Bah performance. Me, Leonard and Leon sang half of more than words. Wanted to sing more songs but nah. Hahaha. Some videos during the entertainment.

Then we played some tele-match before playing Danger Zone which was rather fun I guess. The club was used as the venue for Disco Night. Simply amazing. You should see how the guys move. The movie screening was at Dace@Moberly. The movie was kinda not right. Received complain from someone already. Hahaha. I was switching between dancing and disco and finally stick with dancing.

Leon was giving a free dance lesson which was hilarious. Went to sleep and next day most of the campers already left. Stayed for awhile watching Jackass. Then went home to sleep again.

Oh ya...

Mr Lee doesnt always eat Abalone for breakfast you know

The night before I was damn nervous and scared that the camp will be a complete screw up. I was kinda disappointed that some peeps couldnt make it and some that pulled out the last minute.
Luckily I have buddies that are awesome. They really helped me out ALOT. Thanks to them and the campers who came. Finally a burden off my shoulder.

cheers!

2008-10-20T23:49:00.004+08:00

im just tired

songs for you

2008-10-20T00:12:00.004+08:00

Listen to this 2 songs to cheer yourself up (:

Be Ok - Ingrid Michaelson

New Soul - Yael Naim

what goes on in your head im curious

2008-10-15T23:01:00.006+08:00

Hello there. Im still sick. Well im better now of course. Everything doesnt seem right when you're sick. Cant stop coughing for nuts. Anyway today went for the staff and students meeting. Its redundant for me to be there actually. I remember going with Isaac last year and we fell asleep I think. The staff damn loser man haha pretty funny though. Went back club to see 2 unknown girls. Well I find them...no comments. Okay I better not judge people. Not a good thing to do. They're back...

Now for some advertisement...

TO ALL SPSSC PEEPS!

THERE WILL BE A PARTY CAMP ON

THE 25th TO 26th OCTOBER

FOR MEMBERS TO MINGLE WITH

EACH OTHER

FEE OF $3

Register with SPSSC right now

~SPREAD THE LOVE YO~

FOR MORE DETAILS
CONTACT:
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or visit sports club at sports hall

be there or be square! or triangle!

sick

2008-10-14T21:23:00.001+08:00

Great!
Second day of school and im sick
Feels like shit man

gahhh

QUIZ

2008-10-13T23:11:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Marcus

1.Do you have a secret?
Yeap. Do you want to know? Well tell me yours first haha

2. Would you fall in love with a girl older than you?
Only if she feels the same way as I do

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
I dont enjoy. I only enjoy the companion in school.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Make mum and dad stop working I guess and travel the world

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Love happens by surprise

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone I guess. Do you beg to differ?

7. Which would you prioritise first friendship or relationship?
I learnt my lesson. Friendship

8. If the person you like secretly is attached, what would you do?
Pretend everything is normal and just be happy for her which is hard.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Yeap Im happy to know that there are friends who truly cares.

10. Do you have any regrets?
Who doesnt?

11. How do you think you have been the past 5yrs?
Well I got to know life is unfair and...Ive matured?? haha

12. What kind of a person do you think the person tagged you is?
a friendly chap

13. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
where's the third choice?? rich AND married.

14. Who are the most important people to you?
family and friends

15. What is your favourite colour?
black and white

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes

17. If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
Impossible. That means it isnt love just like or Im just greedy

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done to you?
Yeap but it takes time I guess

19. Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?
cant decide

20. 5 people i have tagged.
JOHN, DICK & HARRY

i need a reality slap

2008-10-13T00:27:00.004+08:00

OH CRAP!

Holidays are gone with a blink of an eye. Like seriously what have I been doing. Nothing much I guess. Well Hari Raya is over and I spent all of my money. Great. Went for ICE camp a few days back. It was alright I guess. Met Lee Hsien Long there haha. Saw this pretty cute girl. It was great beacause I get to meet some peeps whom I havent seen in quite awhile. Went home and slept like a pig. Went out the next day.

Mr Lee was really friendly

Okay gotta do a quiz now

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your
blog
___________________________________________________________________

Starting time: 0043
Name: Abdul Fariz
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 1
Shoe size: 9
Height: 160+ cant remember
Where do you live: Kim Tian Road/Jalan Bukit Merah
Favourite drinks: Apple Tea, Peach Tea
Favourite breakfast: Nasi Lemak

Have you ever

Been on a plane: yeap it cost me 20 cents
Swam in the ocean: nope
Fallen asleep at school: like duh!?
Broken someone's heart: nope dont think so
Fell off your chair: haha! once
Waited for someone to call: yeap
Saved emails: yeap -.-
What is your room like: 4 walls, 1 door, a window, green-ish, 1 tv, a closet
What's right beside you: my phonw, psp and pillow
What is the last thing you ate: rice

Ever had

Chicken pox: who doesnt?
Sore throat: im having it right now
Stitches: dont think so
Broken nose: once while playing soccer someone elbow me right in the nose and it was bleeding

Do you

Believe in love at first sight: yeap i really do
Like picnics: definitely

Who was/were the last person

You danced with: leonard during disco night
Last made you smile: I always smile
You last yelled at: err cant remember

Today did you

Talk to someone you like: didnt...she's just too fierce
Kissed anyone: nope
Get sick: im already am
Talk to an ex: nope
Miss someone: yes
Eat: like duhhhhh x 100000000 hahaha
Best feeling in the world: when she smile
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: nope
What's under your bed: lots of stuffs
Who do you really hate: no one i guess
What time is it now: 0055 not sure if this is right

Random

Is there a person who is on your mind now: yes
Do you have any siblings: 2
Do you want children: yeap! i love those little devils
Do you smile often: yeap i do
Do you like your hand-writing: i cant even read my own hand writing!
Are your toe nails painted: no!?
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: parent's
What color shirt are you wearing now: purple hard rock cafe
What were you doing at 7.00 p.m. yesterday: dinner at serangoon
When did you cry last: cant remember
Are you a friendly person: NO! IM A GRUMPY, RUDE AND UNFRIENDLY PERSON
Do you have any pets: pet lizard
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: at home i guess
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now: nope
Do you sleep with the TV on: nope
What are you doing right now: blogging
Have you ever crawled through a window: haha! yes
Can you handle the truth: well you certainly cant runaway from it
Are you too forgiving: yes i forgive too easily
Are you closer to your mother or father? my mum
Who was the last person you cried in front of: cant remember
How many people can you say you've really loved: 1
Do you eat healthy: like no?
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: nope
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: dont think so
IF you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: my mp3s
Are you confident: definitely no

5 things I was doing 10 years ago

1. Studying in Zhangde Primary.
2. Playing soccer
3. Skipping school
4. eat at bukit merah's macdonald almost everyday
5. went to national library at bukit merah to read books

5 things on my to-do list today

1. school
2. jogging
3. eat
4. slack
5. say hi to her

5 snacks I enjoy

1. kinder bueno
2. doritos cheese flavour
3. koko krunch??
4. snickers
5.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire

1. buy my mum a car
2. buy a new house for my family
3. travel the globe
4. go to every keane's concert
5. donate to the needy

5 of my bad points

1. lack of self confidents
2. too forgiving
3. too helpful
4. cant save money for nuts
5. sometimes I dont think first before I speak

5 people I tag

whoever feels like doing it

do i?

2008-10-04T00:38:00.001+08:00

tired day
will update soon

2008-10-03T00:49:00.002+08:00

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

You value your friendships: 60%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

The Mass Communicator

You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.

Traditional Aries Traits

Adventurous and energetic
Pioneering and courageous
Enthusiastic and confident
Dynamic and quick-witted
Selfish and quick-tempered
Impulsive and impatient
Foolhardy and daredevil

Interests

Sports, fashion design, martial arts, engineering, motor mechanics, debating, inventing, construction, and innovation

Hates

Hold-ups

Suitable Careers

Psychologist, psychiatrist, butcher, metal worker, explorer, engineer, arms-manufacturer, dentist, professional sports person, mechanic, fire fighter, soldier

General Compatibility

With Sign	If you are Male	If you are Female
Aries
Taurus
Gemini
Cancer
Leo
Virgo
Libra
Scorpio
Sagittarius
Capricorn
Aquarius
Pisces

2008-10-02T09:17:00.000+08:00

The Swiss Army Romance
by Dashboard Confessional

Sleep with all the lights on
You're not so happy
You're not secure

And you're dying to look cute
In your blue jeans
But you're plastic just like everyone
You're just like everyone

And that face you paint is pressed
Impressing most of us as permanent
But I'd like to see you undone

College night will draw the crowds
Dorms unload and you're heading out
Here is your moment to shine
Making up a history
It's nothing from the life you lead
But man, will they buy all your lines

Sleep with all the sheets off
Bearing your mattress
Bearing your soul

And you're dying to look smooth
With your tattoos
But you're searching just like everyone
You could be anyone

And those friends you have are the best
Impressing most of us as permanent
But I'd like to see you undone

Youth's the most unfaithful mistress
Still we forge ahead to miss her
Rushing our moment to shine
Making up a history
It's nothing from the life you lead
But man, will they buy all your lines

We're not twenty-one
But the sooner we are
The sooner the fun will begin

So get out your fake eyelashes
And fake I.D.s
And real disasters ensue

It's cool to take these chances
It's cool to fake romances
And grow up fast

And grow up fast
And grow up fast

2008-10-01T22:41:00.006+08:00

First of all

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

That means it's the end of fasting month which means I can eat during the day which means I wont be grumpy. Haha. Okay lets start of with the last thing I can remember which is the F1. 3 Days of standing wearing the stupid looking uniform is over. I kinda miss it cause the people there was great. Well some of them. Get to go in for free when others paid like hundreds of dollars. Haha. The car was freaking loud.

My legs was like jelly. Too much walking. The next day have prep camp. Was hesitating to go cause damn tired luh. Early morning wake up pack and went late. Met the rest at Dover. Seriously the enthusiasm isnt really there in the camp and I kinda find it boring. Maybe its just me. We did a bad thing which is we slack alot and was irresponsible in some ways. Sorry. Night walk was...my station was fucked-up like seriously. Haha.

Leonard's a clown
bye!

I guess its going to be another hello-goodbye for me.

bad day

2008-09-26T00:02:00.002+08:00

Kelly's Services can go fly kite

Okay so they msg me the night before asking me to collect the shirt the next day. Its kinda abit last minute to me. So they ask me go HARD ROCK CAFE AT ORCHARD to collect. What?! So okay I meet Junmin to go there. We got lost luh. Sweating like pig. Then we found the place. The end? Fucking NO! The guy say our name wasnt on the list. So we kept calling that Tommy guy and he didnt pick up. Make me panic only. Then that guy ask another guy to come down to settle it. Lincoln came to collect the shirt too. The waiting lasted for 15 mins. The next best part. The next best part, we were talking about pay and I asked is it gonna be in cash when its actually bank account is needed.

I didnt give my bank account no. as I wasnt aware and they didnt ask me.

So Im gonna do free labour!? Serious shit man. I hope I get a reply soon. Dumb shit kelly, what kind of a stupid company name is that? Like some illegal prostitution shit. Anyway made my way back to school for some discussion thingy. It was fruitful for me. Almost done. Hope it'll be great. Fell asleep during the bus ride home. I was thinking about you...

bye

calvin and hobbes

2008-09-23T21:16:00.003+08:00

click to view

you and me song

2008-09-22T07:33:00.002+08:00

back to the 90's baby
aint it wonderful?

im a youtube fanatic if you havent notice